FEBRUARY IS A NEW MONTH AND I'M DETERMINED TO BE SUCCESSFUL
on 2/1/11 2:21 am, edited 2/1/11 2:25 am
I am so excited that it's a new month because I am planning to be successful every single day this month. I am collecting email address for my cousin who is doing the Family Reunion and getting these email addresses are making me nerveous and excited about it.
I would like to be in a size 10 jeans when I go if that's possible. LOL LOL LOL. Oh I lost my mind there for a second. I would like to be in a size 12, ok damit.
Right now I wear size 18 jeans, yeah they are really big so what, I like big clothes, but they are really big. Becca is trying to get me to start wearing my true size but I don't like clothes that fit. But I am going to start wearing a size 16 because they are still really loose and they are a step in that direction. LOL. Head case, such a freaking head case.
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES TO WEAR BIG CLOTHES ???
I am excited and scared about this. Lord continue to help me please.
I have until the 25th to maximize my performance and drop some pounds. Still 4+ lbs from my low and 9+ lbs from my goal plus a cushion.
I am going to work my @$$ off (and play around with my meds , do not try this at home folks) to loose these pounds. I want to get my body fat measured after the end of the month.
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
LV'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.
on 2/1/11 4:43 am
I love big clothes, I don't care if they make me look fatter but then I do like how much smaller I look in clothes that fit but I like the comfort of big clothes better.
I am sitting here folding clothes, and I just folded a pair of Becca's underwear and they look like kid draws, and I remember wearing the same size just a few summers ago. I swear I hate skinny *****es and i'll be one come summer.
If it gets loose one or two things happens, it gets replaced by a smaller size or I grow back into it. Never did wear anything loose if possible. Before I got my head on straight it was lower cut, shorter than most and almost skin tight no matter my weight. Even in the much more improved and modest version of my past clothing, I lean more toward the fitted styles
However if loose is your style, its your style.
With I will succeed.
HW: 280 - LW: 190 - GW - 180
Unfilled 8/15/11 - WT: 209
1st Fill 11/29/11 - WT: 215.5 - 3cc
2/20/12 - New Goal - Get n Onederland
2nd Fill 4/26/12 - WT: 224.0 - 3cc
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