I still workout Hard, I just started eating right, I am getting my head together, now what
LEE
on 1/27/11 12:51 am
on 1/27/11 12:51 am
Ok, guys this is more of a get it out of my head post so if you don't want to read it or reply that's cool.
I have been thinking a lot lately and I don't mean my usual i'm fat self defeatest thinking, but seriously thinking about how I will be able to sustain this type of determination that I have this very day. Never before have I felt like I actually can do it. I always start off thinking why the hell am I wasting my time, but today, this day I feel like I can actually be thin again. Me.....Thin....Again. Can you imagine.
I still workout, I still do P90X everyday and walk every day also to try to help my body lose weight. I stopped posting about my workouts because all my messages turned into a P90X forum, not that I mind answering the questions, but i'm more than just the girl with the P90X muscles. I don't know if that makes any sense out loud but in my head it seems perfectly reasonable. (Please don't think i'm complaining and stop sending me questions i'm just saying)
Anyway like I said this post may not make much sense to anyone but me, but I really feel hopeful and emotional, and i'm finding myself crying everyday about it. What the hell is going on with me?
I have been thinking a lot lately and I don't mean my usual i'm fat self defeatest thinking, but seriously thinking about how I will be able to sustain this type of determination that I have this very day. Never before have I felt like I actually can do it. I always start off thinking why the hell am I wasting my time, but today, this day I feel like I can actually be thin again. Me.....Thin....Again. Can you imagine.
I still workout, I still do P90X everyday and walk every day also to try to help my body lose weight. I stopped posting about my workouts because all my messages turned into a P90X forum, not that I mind answering the questions, but i'm more than just the girl with the P90X muscles. I don't know if that makes any sense out loud but in my head it seems perfectly reasonable. (Please don't think i'm complaining and stop sending me questions i'm just saying)
Anyway like I said this post may not make much sense to anyone but me, but I really feel hopeful and emotional, and i'm finding myself crying everyday about it. What the hell is going on with me?
Salty Pickle a.k.a. Lee
I'm so glad you're posting these threads. This is an emotional journey. Its not something we can really get into face to face with others irl as the need arises. Here we can let our feelings fly any time we need to.
You are so good with the workouts that you are everyone's go to person, me included. This part of the battle you are already winning. You will win the eating side of it too. Like all of us you too are multi dimentional. The greatest emotional upheaval comes with the greatest struggles. Let those emotions loose. Otherwise they will stifle and consume you.
(((((MsLee))))) I see myself in your posts in so many ways. Different issues but similar troubles. Many others see themselves as well. You are articulating these emotions for many of us.
You are so good with the workouts that you are everyone's go to person, me included. This part of the battle you are already winning. You will win the eating side of it too. Like all of us you too are multi dimentional. The greatest emotional upheaval comes with the greatest struggles. Let those emotions loose. Otherwise they will stifle and consume you.
(((((MsLee))))) I see myself in your posts in so many ways. Different issues but similar troubles. Many others see themselves as well. You are articulating these emotions for many of us.
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
L
V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.
It is a mental battle, and that's yet another area where you can prevail and win. Getting your head to co-sign fully in this journey to me was just as much, if not more significant, than my actual physical actions to get up and do something about my obese azz. Once I was convinced of the end result benefits, I was determined to make the most of it at all cost.
One day at a time........You got this!
J
One day at a time........You got this!
J
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