Another Successful Day, Thank You BAF and Jesus

I made it through another successful day of eating well.   I don't have any particular eating plan except not to eat all the junk food I have been eating.   I have to confess however at 2:47 I started craving chocolate like a mother and I mean bad.    I kept telling myself 171, 171,  that is the number of days before the Reunion and I don't want to miss it because I am not at the weight I want to be, but I know I will.

So I walked home from work today and it killed my knees,  I wonder if I have any cartlidge at all if just walking kicks my ass like that.   Goodness.

So there you have it guys,  it's still going to take a miracle for me to do this, but i'm performing miracles every single day I don't eat junk food.


REVENGE AND REUNION !!!

Yaaaay MsLee!  Keep doing it girl. 

Hey Marcia,  there is this new show called, "I Use To Be Fat,"  and on the show they put up these huge numbers poster counting down the days to the particular event.     So I made myself a count time poster countdown too, and everyday I take one paper off and put up another counting down the days until I have to be thin.   

I am going to take it with me when I take my Big Trip this summer too because that is BEFORE the reunion and I don't want to lose my mind.   I need to keep my goal in front of me every single day until the day I hit day 0.  


So I am weak, and craving, and really want something bad, but i'm going to stay strong so I can see my moma.

Don't know the show but that count down calendar is a good idea.  You better get there and see your mom.  My mom and I were never like buddies, but what I wouldn't do to have both my parents around to vist.   

Now why did your post make me cry ???  I want to see my moma and my family and I hate that this stupid head of mine has screwed me up so much.  

I really have to do it this time.

  Awwww, big hug MsLee. 

  Woo hooooooo!

So last night I got to wanting chocolate again so I ate 9 blueberries and about half ounce of unsalted sunflower seeds, I wish I hadn't but it's better than mini chocoate doughnuts.     Yeaaa me !!!!

Good job Lee. I've seen that show and the poster countdown is great for you. I don't have an event to lose weight for but I have a life to live and don't want to do it fat again. It's great you ate blueberries and sunflower seeds because both of those are very good for you. I am praying for your success.

Thanks Rita,  love you gril.    One day all of us are going to figure this **** out and get our head and bodies together.