Confessions of a fat girl

I love to eat, I love to exercise, I love to shop,and did I mention I love to eat.  My brain is so jacked up I love so many other things besides food ,but I manage to sabatoge myself with it everytime.  I am already at 9:49am thinking about what is for lunch.  I need my brain fixed :(  Food is not my friend it is for fuel. Food is not the enemy over indulging is!

Signed
Trying to get it together

I too am a fat girl and my confessions mirror yours.

Thinking about that brain surgery you speak of my dam self.

Lord knows I've had those days too. 

It really does suck that they don't fix our brains too. I know they told me this prior to surgery but I was hoping they'd fix something up there. I'm only 11 days out and the honeymoon is over. I came home not wanting to see or smell food but now....it's smells and looks sooo yummy. 

Maybe I need to be hypnotized?!

Check this out lol eat it and see what happens no disrepect but u will get  a wake up call u won't forget it'll get better once you start really droppin weight u will be in heaven an LOVIN it in those glory  as they say HONEYMOON days you'll even forget to eat wow what I would give to getm back the good ole days

Noooo I don't want it that bad. I'm already amazed at what I'm seeing on the scale and I don't want to mess with that. Besides reading stories of things that shouldn't have gone down coming BACK UP is enough to keep me on the straight and narrow.

I am just window shopping right now..lol.

I'm with ya on all of that.

You are speaking the truth. Earlier this year I was hospitalized for malnutrition and now I can't stop eating on some days it seems. I feel like such a failure. I went for 18 months without going over 7 grams of sugar because I was following the rules and I was scared to dump. Now I will try anything and have even started drinking diet sodas once in a while. That scares me so much. My size 12's are getting tight and this past Feb., I was in sz 8-10 which was a little too thin for my height but I think if I get over 180 that I will be one meal away from 355 again. I would like to be hypnotized also. This is so hard and people just don't understand unless they are a wls patient themselves. You're not alone.

 The victories in this battle are so worth it though, and the battles continue.  We will continue to take good care of ourselves.

And to think people who don't know better think surgery is the easy way out! IF THEY ONLY KNEW THE TRUTH ABOUT THIS JOURNEY!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.  But yes its all so worth it :)