Thorough Thursdays

MSW will not settle
on 9/9/10 11:30 am
MSW will not settle
on 9/9/10 9:53 am, edited 9/9/10 10:04 am
 Hey BAF I think I got through the "Hot Seat" ok.  It was not as bad as I expected.    I also did not see the questions I expected.  This was an intersting experience. 

In the spirit of Thorough Thursday, there are a couple of questions I get on the b/l frequently that I'm surprised no one asked.  I'm pasting  examples of those pm's here because I know inqiuiring minds want to know.  Otherwise folks would not keep asking. 

I used pm's from people I believe are not shy or embarrased about being nosey.  Sorry I could not delete the sender's name.  I hope you don't mind. 




Jus ChanJ N ME wrote:why you are not satisfied with your weight loss.  You have done a tremendous job.  I thought that you were struggling to get out of the 200's or something, however, after reading your blog, I see that you are in a size 2.  What size do you want to be?  This is so puzzling to me that you are damn near starving yourself and killing yourself working out and you are in a size to.  Please help my ignorance if I am missing something....

Thanks for caring enough to ask.  You have been one of my greatest inpirations on OH.  I appreciate your directness and flat out honesty.  Too often we only hear about one side of the wls experience. 

I know it seems crazy when taken at face value, but  I'm really not vying to be the poster child for anorexia.   I like the size I am in but its still too heavy health wise for me.  I don't care about the size I wear.  Its a co morbidity issue.  Also, I am a metabolic mess.

First, I have high blood pressure that spikes to stroke levels.  I need to get to a mid range normal bmi and hopefully it will resolve.  The condition has improved but I'm not there yet.  I still spike in the stage 2 hypertension range.   I do heavy cardio six days a week.  I've been ramping up the cardio for years but still no solution.  Getting to a normal bmi or to my ideal weight are the only things that have not been tried.

Second, I am metabolically challenged.  I gain weight in rapid spurts then struggle to loose it again.  This has gone on for years.  WLS did not cure it as I had hoped.  I gained 9 lbs in the last week.  Doctors say its just the way I'm built but it still ****** me off.  That's why I cut the calories in an efort to stop the weight gain. 

Third, I'm on steroids and half a dozen or so other meds that cause weight gain.  This month I skipped meds and still gained weight.  I'm afraid if I do not go a little below goal, I'll be obese again in a minute and have that stroke I've been doing all this cardio to avoid. 

Fourth and last, I have multiple sclerosis and chronic pain.  For me this means suddden muscle weakness and loss of control at times.  As a lighter person, I can pick myself up more easily when I am alone and take a bad fall or must depend on my arm strength to get around.  Its one of the reasons I workout so hard. 

Today's size two was an 11/12 when I was in high school if you go by the measurements.  Its within one size of my "dream" size (a 70's size ten, 24" waist).  I know by goal I may be skinny and I hate skinny.  I was fat and fine.  But I will take skinny without heart disease over curvey waiting for a stroke

Marcia


SALTY PICKLE wrote:

I am trying to recall your medical issues and for the life of me I just can't.   Why were you pumped full of chemicals last week?


OA KCB wrote:Hey hey Ms Lee!  


 I forget folks won't know what the hell I'm rambling on about       .  Bet that made no sense to most people except the few who are in the chronic illness group, lol. 

Every month I have chemo therapy, high dose steroids, and plasmapherisis (a blood filtering of sorts where plasma is removed through centifuge and replaced with an alternate fluid).   Once I get pumped up I have to brace myself for what happens next.  Some months its not so bad, others months its a nightmare for weight loss. 

Big sigh, it holds the multiple sclerosis in check to some degree.   I feel a lot better with it than without it.  The fact that I hate it is a given, but I'm used to it as its been almost seven years.  Last month they pulled the plug on my chemo because of my liver enzymes being elevated.  It really fkcu'd me up that's why my workouts are off. 

I am one broke down mess but I try not to look like one   .   I'm on about 20 different perscriptions and they all got switched around because of my liver enzymes.  This month should be interesting. 

Thanks for caring enough to ask! 

Marcia


SALTY PICKLE wrote:My Goodness

I had no idea you were going through all that.   I am so sad now to hear all that.  I pray that you can continue to endure your health trials. 

Now I understand why you have so much trouble with your weight issues and health in general.   Continue to be strong Marcia.  


       You are too sweet! Thanks luv.  I'll never get used to it but I deal with it. 


Jus ChanJ N ME
on 9/9/10 10:02 am
Sis, I certainly do not mind.  I love sharing.  I know it can help someone else.  Smoochez

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MSW will not settle
on 9/9/10 10:10 am
(deactivated member)
on 9/12/10 4:24 pm

Did you get Candies help with this post? 

Whatever the case....I LOVE IT!!!!

BRING IT BACK!!!!! 

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