Confessions of an adulterer - xpost

Ayy yo,

I was once in love with this girl named "M" that I used to hang out with all the time and practically took just about everywhere that I went.  This woman was awesome.  Guys had been known to do crazy things just to have her.  I'll admit she made me feel kinda special and quite proud to be a man when she was by my side.  M was quickly becoming the love of my life, so we got married and promised each other to be together forever.  We were so happy, that is until I met her sexy cousin, "Cee Cee."

Now Cee Cee was a lot slimmer than M and would change her look from time to time so that she could stand out in a crowd.  She loved to go places and be seen.  Cool.  I didn't trip too hard when I met her so I just ignored her for the first few weeks, but being the ladies man that I am I found myself spending time with both of them.  I was so smooth... or so I thought.  These ladies were mad cool hanging out with me together.  No arguments; no problems.  Both would treat me to things from time to time, but somehow I mistook the stuff that Cee Cee gave me as a stronger love than M's somehow.  Soon that greed made me want things from Cee Cee more and more, so I outright cheated on M with Cee Cee. 

Being the "rude bwoy" that I am, I turned right around and used the funds that M and I needed for the rent and car note to pay for my nights out with Cee Cee.  I was like a crackhead in my lust.  Soon Cee Cee flipped the script and got jealous on me when she felt that I wasn't taking care of her.  She decided to punish me by making me pay to take her out. Can you believe that?  I did it though.  At first it started out small but soon it began to really add up.  Dayum!

One time I forgot to contact her on our agreed upon "special day," which seemed to me like it was becoming once a month now, and she really went off, threatening not to be with me anymore.  I couldn't handle that because I was hooked on her like a dopefiend.  Once we finally kissed and made up, Cee Cee was ready to hang out some more.  M got wind of what was going on and the stuff really hit the fan.  Tearfully, I was reminded that we were married and that everyone knew that we belonged together.  Why was I treating her like this, I thought?  M started spending a lot of time at her mother's house and sometimes wouldn't even come home. 

Cee Cee was not to be ignored, however.  No sir!  One day after we broke it off, her father and his people got at me and said, "Promises were made to Cee Cee" and that I had to honor them.  These dudes made it clear that if I didn't continue to take care of Cee Cee in the style and manner that she had become accustomed to then they were gonna ruin my reputation and really make things bad for me.  Yeah right, I thought at first.  But alas, these dudes were serious - Big time!  My life with M was falling apart.  She was still there but not like she used to be. She'd come around here and there but had threatened to leave me for good and I couldn't have that.  I was scared, alone, and confused.  That meant no more walks together with M shopping downtown or even buying groceries together.  My life was in shambles.

To put an end to this madness I decided we needed to seek counseling.  Our counselor talked with us and made some serious recommendations in order to help us try and keep our marriage in tact.  Soon Cee Cee was finally gone and no longer in the picture - totally forgotten as far as I was concerned.  Though every now and again she'll find some sneaky way to try and get at me, be it a letter in the mail or a pop-up while I'm on-line.  But I'm a one woman man now.  I finally had to learn to stay away from Cee Cee and all of those pesky credit cards offers she disguises herself as.  Now me and M, my money, can live in peace and love the way it was meant to be.

Word.