I'm all over the place - did this happen to you?

TALISHA26 I AM WITH YOU GIRL!   HAD MY SURGERY 3/12/08, I HAVE LOST 125LBS, WENT FROM A SIZE 22/24 TO A 8/10 AND YOU THINK I WOULD BE HAPPY.  I AM NOT!!!  MY PERSONAL GOAL IS 130LBS AND A SIZE 6.  I CAN WEAR SOME TIGHT 6'S BUT MOSTLY 8'S AND A FEW 10'S.  I HAVE BEEN BOUNCING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN 137-141.  I SAW 132 FOR A HOT SECOND WHEN I HAD EMERGENCY SURGERY BUT THE WEIGHT CAME RIGHT BACK.

I AM FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE NOT EXERCISED IN OVER A YEAR, DON'T EAT PERFECT, NEVER HAVE, DON'T DRINK ENOUGH WATER EITHER BUT I STILL MANAGED TO LOSE 125LBS.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!  I WANT TO LOSE THIS LAST 8-10LBS BUT I KNOW THAT PROBABLY WON'T MAKE ME HAPPY REALLY.  NOW I LOOK AT MY BODY NAKED AND  IT'S NOT PRETTY!  I AM STILL SINGLE, THOUGH LOSING WEIGHT WOULD MAKE THINGS EASIER IN THAT RESPECT. 

I NEED TO JUST GET BACK ON TRACK, EXERCISE AND EAT THE WAY I AM SUPPOSED TOO.  DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE COUPLE LBS HAGGING ON AND JUST PUT MY FOCUS ON BEING AND STAYING HEALTHY!!!

SO, I AM WITH YOU, ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS.  YOU GONNA BE ALRIGHT AND SO AM I.

Yes, we will make it - I'm determined to get my butt moving.