I have always had hope now I see victory!!!
GM folks,
Everybody know bits and pieces of my story, losing 300lb never losing another lb keeping that off for almost 5 yrs and then steroid injections and a 80lb gain. It has been a never ending struggle. I started losing some of the gain. that is a blessing.
My surgeon packed up and left town in 06..trying to find another one was terrible, those he recommended pissed me off just trying to make an appt. I got sick need the gall bladder removal and found a surgeon in my surgeons old office. He was nice to me and took care of my gallbladder and hernia repair. I liked him. Well I started talking to him about the stalled weight loss I met him in 07 and it had been over a year almost a year in a half since the scales moved...He told me I was a success and not to expect to lose anything else.
This angered me I was still 300lbs the size most people seek weight loss.
Ok shortening the story...time and cir****tances to a hold on my life. This friday I had an appt with my original surgeon who is back in town (Thank GOD) told him how many docs I had seen about revisions etc. Told him how some blamed "my failure" on him...Which made me not let them touch me.
Its the Lords doing and it is Marvelous...My surgeon set up a plan to work it out...,.He is going to explore my insides to see if all is well and if so....there will be no revision just a lot of hard work and he has committed to helping me either way and for that I am thankful..... He gave me so much valuable information in the few minutes we met and I could not have paid him what it was worth.
God works in mysterious ways....Cookie's shout out to getting back to where we belong as well as my own thoughts and the doctors appt, has helped me get things in to prospective.
I have hope and I see victory a head of me.
Everybody know bits and pieces of my story, losing 300lb never losing another lb keeping that off for almost 5 yrs and then steroid injections and a 80lb gain. It has been a never ending struggle. I started losing some of the gain. that is a blessing.
My surgeon packed up and left town in 06..trying to find another one was terrible, those he recommended pissed me off just trying to make an appt. I got sick need the gall bladder removal and found a surgeon in my surgeons old office. He was nice to me and took care of my gallbladder and hernia repair. I liked him. Well I started talking to him about the stalled weight loss I met him in 07 and it had been over a year almost a year in a half since the scales moved...He told me I was a success and not to expect to lose anything else.
This angered me I was still 300lbs the size most people seek weight loss.
Ok shortening the story...time and cir****tances to a hold on my life. This friday I had an appt with my original surgeon who is back in town (Thank GOD) told him how many docs I had seen about revisions etc. Told him how some blamed "my failure" on him...Which made me not let them touch me.
Its the Lords doing and it is Marvelous...My surgeon set up a plan to work it out...,.He is going to explore my insides to see if all is well and if so....there will be no revision just a lot of hard work and he has committed to helping me either way and for that I am thankful..... He gave me so much valuable information in the few minutes we met and I could not have paid him what it was worth.
God works in mysterious ways....Cookie's shout out to getting back to where we belong as well as my own thoughts and the doctors appt, has helped me get things in to prospective.
I have hope and I see victory a head of me.