OMG, I feel like a Fish out of Water

Rawbiz
on 6/12/10 6:23 am - Los Angeles, CA
 I been out of the loop for a minute myself...... Its great to see new faces though....Imma step in a lil more often from now on...... And OMG dont get me started on the drinking thing........ I kinda think that its gotten a lil out of control for me..... Im trying to get a grip on it right now..... I havent gained anything from it, but Man........ Its definitely caused some major problems for me otherwise..... Im just realizing that a lot of post opp people have the drinking issue..... After talking to 3 random post opp friends of mine, I realized I was not alone in how I was feeling, they just didnt wanna talk about it, but spilled all the beans once I put it out there....... 
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# 1 MACK_MAMA
on 6/12/10 6:46 am
 whaddup Biz??!!!!  Good to see you - and heyll NAW - you are not the only drinker in this camp!!!!  Heck - I am newly on the damn wagon myself - had a very sobering event to bring me to my senses.......

it's a lot of work, this whole WLS journey, ain't it?  LOL 
Rawbiz
on 6/12/10 6:50 am - Los Angeles, CA
 Good to see you too.... how you been!?!?!?!?!?! I know Im not the only drinker, but GIRL......... This monkey on my back got me in TROUBLE. Im definitely needing to chill out big time...... And in the industry im in..... I gotta stay in control especially being that liquor effects our post opp bodies different ya know?
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# 1 MACK_MAMA
on 6/12/10 6:55 am
 I have been great!!! Tryna get my fione on before I go to Vegas for vacation next month..... letting the 'sauce' go definitely helped me get my calorie control back - you'd be surprised that you can suck down 500 or more extra cals even with vodka and 0 cal mixers.........

and trouble?  shyyyttttt - you don't know trouble like *I* know trouble! LMAOOOOO - we all got a 'story' we don't want ANYONE to know about.... and that's when you know you need to get a handle on things...... 

and the allure of it with the post op twist doesn't help at all, does it? LOL!!!  I am already predisposed - my family is an addiction hall of fame, so the quick high doesn't even help me - I now say that I have addiction ADD.... meaning I switch my shyt off every so often..... working out, sex, sleeping pills..... I will always focus on something, but not to the point of destruction.  
Rawbiz
on 6/12/10 7:02 am - Los Angeles, CA
 Vegas!?!?!?! Imma be in vegas too..... Im going for the 4th of july after get back off tour with Cheryl Lynn.... But yea I know there is a crazy Calorie intake with liquor.

Yea, in TROUBLE!!!!! lol..... Im sure we all got them stories, cause I know I got mine...... The things you do when you "BLACK OUT" will shock the world,lol.......

I think the whole drinking thing runs on both sides of my family, although my mom doesnt drink at all...... So I definitely gotta steer clear of things getting even more out of hand...... Im the ***** that gets sleepy when I drink. Honestly though, Im all good when I drink when Im OUT. But my home drinks..... are strait up KNOCK OUT PUNCHES!!!!! All Imma say is this..... Ive drank on a monday and woke up THURSDAY! Im definitely getting a grip on it...... Ive had to do them sleeping pills too, sometimes I just cant get my mind to shut down,lol
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# 1 MACK_MAMA
on 6/12/10 7:09 am
 Oh snap!!!! I will be in V town 7/5 to 7/8.  Staying at the Platinum - hit me on the BL if you will still be there - I'm going with a girlfriend of mine, maybe we can meet up to hang...... with FEW drinks.... hahahahhahaha

ohhh the black outs...... whoooweee!  alls I can say is it's a GREAT thing to have REAL friends cause lawd only knows what coulda happened if I was around a mofo who ain't really care for me..... 
Rawbiz
on 6/12/10 7:19 am - Los Angeles, CA
 What!?!?!?!? I'll be there till round the 6th or somethin like that...... I'll definitely hit you up. Would definitely love to meet ya....... Im trying to book the Mandalay Bay right now...... Girl them "Fat Tuesdays" Slush drinks are like crack to me!!!! OMG, thats half the reason I even go to Vegas....

Yea, them blackouts aint no punk...... But ya know what????? Thank God, I only drink when Im at home sitting next to my bed...... but if im blacked out, aint no tellin where I'll end up.....
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on 6/13/10 12:10 pm
5, 10, pound weight gain turns into WHAT say it again dang u are so right wow newbies beware wish I had someone to warn me
Madame
on 6/14/10 12:45 am - Oxon Hill, MD
We could talk for days on this subject.
It is the story of my journey.
You are SO not alone.

You have done a FANTASTIC JOB!!!!
Keep it up!
Peace & Blessings,   Sharon
6 years and counting
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