OT: How do you handle grief?

Right now I'm going through a grieving process because my mom has alzheimers. She still living but she is not herself and doesn't remember being my mommy. 





Every time I go back home I can see the changes in my mom's health.  She is so frail.  Sometimes I almost want to pretend that she isn't there anymore so that it won't hurt so much when she really is gone.