Mz JOJO checkin IN with my BAF fam -update

Hi everyone. Its been a while since I checked in. I had my revision from the VBG to the DS on 01/29/09. Today 5/3/10 I weigh 202 lbs. I cannot believe I am only 3 lbs away from one-derville.
I weighed 354 on the day of surgery. I have lost 152 lbs. I am overcome with joy re: my DS and I am very grateful.  However, I have been very down mentally because I lost my beloved dog  GEO of 10 1/2 years, suddenly 2 weeks ago. Pics of him  are in my profile  I am grate ful that he passed quickly and I did not have to make a decision to put him down. It has really hit me hard and I have an appointment to see someone tomorrow. I think there may be other things going on with me and this just kinda nudged me over the edge. Say a little prayer for me if you have time. Its funny I always thought  if I could just lose the weight, the world would become right. I guess its a lot more complicated than that.
Peace Mz jojo

Howdy 'neighbor'!!!  You need to put up a new profile pic! Congrats on the weight loss!!!

Hey gurl!!! How is that beautiful baby? I never will forget your kindness to me ...ever. Now, I am not too happy about pics. Since I am not as young as you the surgery has not been kind to my body or my face. I know you can really see the weight loss but to me I look haggard. My face is drooping and I got this ugleeeeee chin droop, almost as bad as the double chin. I don't have any money for plastics so I just have to get over it. So I will just keep the pic I have for a while. Love and peace Mz JOJO

Ahh.....My heartfelt prayers for you and your beloved GEO.  Remember all of the fun and good times that you shared........

.............now............

CONGRATS on your huge success.  I know you feel great.  Make sure to take the time to celebrate when you hit "onederland"!  It's a great place to live....

J

thank you so much  I really appreciate that. I loved that dog so much it is crazy. I knew that this day would come unless I died first, but I really thought I had more time with him.  He was so intelligent and loving. I am really in a funk but I know I have to move on. its just so raw right now. I am looking forward tyo crossing over to Onderville. This is the smallest I have ever been in my adult life.
Peace Mz jojo