Ambushed by the dayum Girl Scout Cookies
Ya'll I need help. I messed up big time by buying all these dayum Girl Scout cookies because I did not feel like hounding other folks to buy them. Both of my Girls are GS so I had to buy 2 loads. I don't know what I was thinking but I have been seriously snacking on GS cookies for the last couple of days. Yes...I know...I **** up...but now I have started to give them away...made my mom and the girls dad buy their fair share. I am just venting because I know I did not do the right thing....and will now get back on track with my goal. Yep....the scale went the wrong way...up 2 pounds. My fault ....taking total responsibility and the only thing I can do is not beat myself up but get back on track.
I figure I will go to the ATL meet and greet as I would love to meet everyone (OA, QT, Pinkster, Lashelle and everybody else) BUT also it would give me added incentive to kick this shioot back into gear. If I have to shame myself into submission so be it...I do not want to show up at the M&G farther from my goal but closer to it.....by any means necessary.
By May 14th....I have to be pretty close cause 10 more days after that is my target date.
I am going to do one of those colon cleansing....not sure what that will do for me...perhaps give me a feeling of a fresh start...so that I can move forward with this thing.
Its a struggle everyday...not gone lie... I admit it...I am a FOOD addict....still in recovery BUT a full relapse is only a "FUKK IT" Away.
I am hanging in here yall.
I figure I will go to the ATL meet and greet as I would love to meet everyone (OA, QT, Pinkster, Lashelle and everybody else) BUT also it would give me added incentive to kick this shioot back into gear. If I have to shame myself into submission so be it...I do not want to show up at the M&G farther from my goal but closer to it.....by any means necessary.
By May 14th....I have to be pretty close cause 10 more days after that is my target date.
I am going to do one of those colon cleansing....not sure what that will do for me...perhaps give me a feeling of a fresh start...so that I can move forward with this thing.
Its a struggle everyday...not gone lie... I admit it...I am a FOOD addict....still in recovery BUT a full relapse is only a "FUKK IT" Away.
I am hanging in here yall.
LEE
on 2/25/10 4:59 am
on 2/25/10 4:59 am
I feel you, for the past 3 days I was eating like a fat horse in heat. But yesterday I reigned myself in and started eating better. I usually only give myself one cheat day a week on Sunday to have a pack of m&M's.
I am so happy am back on track cause it is not moving me any closer to my goal by going off my plan for 3 dam days.
You need to put them dam girl scout cookies down the garbage disposal, don't wait for someone to come pick them up cause you may eat more before they get there. I know. Don't put them in the freezer cause that just makes them yummier. LOL.
Get it together chickie, I'm in this fight to get thin before summer with you before my big trip this summer. We can do this, actually we are doing it we just had a slip up.
I am so happy am back on track cause it is not moving me any closer to my goal by going off my plan for 3 dam days.
You need to put them dam girl scout cookies down the garbage disposal, don't wait for someone to come pick them up cause you may eat more before they get there. I know. Don't put them in the freezer cause that just makes them yummier. LOL.
Get it together chickie, I'm in this fight to get thin before summer with you before my big trip this summer. We can do this, actually we are doing it we just had a slip up.
Salty Pickle a.k.a. Lee
Gurl....not gone lie...but I had some peanut M& Ms too...
My mind was gone...I tell you. So many cookies in my presence at once...made my azz go insane. Next time I will just donate too the cause...I am not going to put myself in that position again.... You are right.....they are just slips and the fact that we can be honest and move on IS a good thing. I don't have that many more boxes. I wll get rid of them by tomorrow. I will just give them away as gratuity to whomever does any service for me. I will finish these rounds tomorrow. LOL! I'd assume put my vitamins down the garbage disposal than those cookies....I know its a shame...but its the truth. BUT for good measure...I am going to put the opened boxes down there when I get home...promise...will even take pics...lol. If I can't do this...then I know that something is drastically wrong. Hang in there too...we will do this SP!
My mind was gone...I tell you. So many cookies in my presence at once...made my azz go insane. Next time I will just donate too the cause...I am not going to put myself in that position again.... You are right.....they are just slips and the fact that we can be honest and move on IS a good thing. I don't have that many more boxes. I wll get rid of them by tomorrow. I will just give them away as gratuity to whomever does any service for me. I will finish these rounds tomorrow. LOL! I'd assume put my vitamins down the garbage disposal than those cookies....I know its a shame...but its the truth. BUT for good measure...I am going to put the opened boxes down there when I get home...promise...will even take pics...lol. If I can't do this...then I know that something is drastically wrong. Hang in there too...we will do this SP! 
girl, don't sweat it, at the rate QT is goin that ***** is gonna be back to pre op weight in May. j/k, but I feel you, it's hard. I especially am stressed beyond measure with all kinds of random **** and got all ******g day to eat cuz I aint got no damn job. I bought cookies too, my sister is a troop leader. I told her the other day I'm gonna pay for them but keep them in her pantry. That way I may have 1 or 2 on occasional visits, but most likely I'll forget about them. I have my 20 yr reunion in August. Honestly I don't even remember 1/2 those damn people and my circle in HS was real small anyway so I'm vascilating about going but if I do, the vain and petty ***** in me just wants to be a ***** Ididn't get teased or ostracized in HS or anything and granted, I'm smokin them cows now as is, but there's never anything wrong with trying to look fabulouser than you already do. I'm gonna get it together and focus. Another thing about no job is no schedule, that's killing me, I'm up all night and I sleep till noon. I'm gonna start setting the alarm for 7:45 every day and get my workout in and start back on my "program" it really does work for me though when I AM on track...
Eat every 3 hrs
9am BF options include fiber one cereal, oatmeal, shake
12pm lunch chilli, soup, deli meat, shrimp ****tail etc
3pm snack yougurt, chese, turkey pepperoni, turkey bologna etc
6pm dinner fish w/ veggie or small salad and I mean small, like not even a bowlful etc
9pm last snack, yogurt, pudding, jello, shake etc
1/2 hr after I finish eating I start drinking as much fluid as I can until 30 m before the next meal When I started this I swear I lost lik 12lbs in the first week. Unfortunately I'm suffering from some self sabotage issues and every time I dip out of a 10 lb range I freeze up and yo-you for months. Anywho, we can do it.
Eat every 3 hrs
9am BF options include fiber one cereal, oatmeal, shake
12pm lunch chilli, soup, deli meat, shrimp ****tail etc
3pm snack yougurt, chese, turkey pepperoni, turkey bologna etc
6pm dinner fish w/ veggie or small salad and I mean small, like not even a bowlful etc
9pm last snack, yogurt, pudding, jello, shake etc
1/2 hr after I finish eating I start drinking as much fluid as I can until 30 m before the next meal When I started this I swear I lost lik 12lbs in the first week. Unfortunately I'm suffering from some self sabotage issues and every time I dip out of a 10 lb range I freeze up and yo-you for months. Anywho, we can do it.
It is never too late to be what you might have been
~George Eliot
Thanks gurl....you did help me to put some things in perspective. I know exactly what you mean about not having a schedule. When I was laid off some years ago...that was when I gained the most...not to mention the fact that I was just depressed period...about other things in addition to not having a job. so glad that you are working this thing with us...we know its doable...we just need to keep kicking ourselves in the azz to make it happen. I need to go back and pull out my preop pictures now that you mention it....I need to pull all those bad boys out and give myself a serious reality check.... What trips me out is that its as if I can feel that 2 pounds swelling up in my back...I know its my imagination....but I SO don't want to get back to having back issues...for me a few pounds can make a huge difference in that area.
LOL! Thanks for putting your plan out there. You should know that I am notorious for bootlegging folk's shioot....all that works for me...especially the shimp ****tail and the drinking after eating tip.
When I started with the first box of cookies....I saw myself going into self sabotage too...I think that why I called for help. It does help to let this shioot out the box. It was like...well I had cookies...M&M wont cause that much more harm...or a McD's Fish sandwich wont cause that much more harm...I felt myself spiraling out of control....I had to catch that shioot before I went FULL gungho....that would not have been pretty. Thank you for posting....hang in there..FOR REAL we GOT this!!!
LOL! Thanks for putting your plan out there. You should know that I am notorious for bootlegging folk's shioot....all that works for me...especially the shimp ****tail and the drinking after eating tip.
When I started with the first box of cookies....I saw myself going into self sabotage too...I think that why I called for help. It does help to let this shioot out the box. It was like...well I had cookies...M&M wont cause that much more harm...or a McD's Fish sandwich wont cause that much more harm...I felt myself spiraling out of control....I had to catch that shioot before I went FULL gungho....that would not have been pretty. Thank you for posting....hang in there..FOR REAL we GOT this!!!
bootleg away, I'm not just here to cus people out, glad I can help 
You actually just gave me an idea. I'm gonna make a collage. Like for real, art project **** with a slogan from that black sheep song "you can get with THIS or you can get with THAT"
THIS will be my gorgeous face on an ideal body THAT will be all the fat ass pics of me that I can find. Surrounding each will be the appropriate foods for each body type. ie salmon vs SAMOAS!
I will incorporate SP's jar idea as well and place the to loose jar in front of THIS and the lbs off jar in front of THAT.
I'm so glad you said that about your time off. Yeah I'm maintaining my loss and all, but hell, it's just a matter of time before **** spirals out of control and depression ***** up your defense. I gotta stay on guard
You actually just gave me an idea. I'm gonna make a collage. Like for real, art project **** with a slogan from that black sheep song "you can get with THIS or you can get with THAT"
THIS will be my gorgeous face on an ideal body THAT will be all the fat ass pics of me that I can find. Surrounding each will be the appropriate foods for each body type. ie salmon vs SAMOAS!
I will incorporate SP's jar idea as well and place the to loose jar in front of THIS and the lbs off jar in front of THAT.
I'm so glad you said that about your time off. Yeah I'm maintaining my loss and all, but hell, it's just a matter of time before **** spirals out of control and depression ***** up your defense. I gotta stay on guard
It is never too late to be what you might have been
~George Eliot
That collage is a great idea!!!....seriously...we should do these things cuz all those feelings have to go somewhere....better to put them on the fingertips rather than the lips. It really is time to pull out all the stops...cuz summer will be here before we know it....LETS DO THIS...WE CAN DO THIS!!!
@ I need to make a run to Walmart and won't do it because they are selling them crack cookies outside. lolOMG...that was too funny!!...I needed that laugh! You are right though...those dayum cookies will have you hiding, lying to yo kids ("ummm...no I' don't know where that box of Thin Mints are...do you?")...and all kinds of crackheadish behavior...lol!..and for $3.50 a box...you only get like 5 cookies in a box....have yo azz in the po house if you go too crazy...lol
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on 2/25/10 6:13 am - ~Somewhere in~, PA
on 2/25/10 6:13 am - ~Somewhere in~, PA
Well....I can't help you there, coz I am REAL guilty of being very bad myself
...I think I am going through hormal changes that is making me crave sweets like I am pregnant...lol....ever time I get on track....by the end of the week I am indulging in something sweet! I think I am going to try to recommit myself back to the gym and see my surgeon for another fill!
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