venting
like i never cried before i did not understand when or how or why... i lost my mind i marched back into WW used there bathroom and then weighed in again at the same weight. That day i didn't sit through the meeting . i began changing my life i began watching what i eat and working i went to the kingly health institute did some training but did not really like my work out but i did loose weight ,,, but do to cost i could not afford it,, i joined la fitness and began doing an hr of cardio ... to speed it up a little i am having so many issues with my insurance my job had an exclusion on it so i have saw many docs which are all great and tried to fight my insurance but it didn't work so now in Feb i still did not have my surgery i have done many test much research. I got a new job so far looks like insurance covers it , also brought an oxford plan for in between jobs i hope something good happen... i laugh because many people say WLS is the easy way out but i don't see it like that . i have spent money researching this surgery that i don't even have eating healthy is very costly but i want to live so i work around the clock so i can have what i need NJ insurance is no good ,,, I'm just vent
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Praying for you.
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
Kudos to you for having the courage to do something positive for your health. I wish I could have had WLS when I was in my 20's. Keep your head up and keep doing your research. Make sure you look into all of your surgical options and know the pros and cons of each so you can make an informed decision. Good luck! 
That being said, it will happen. Trust in God and keep doing what you know is right and it will happen. {HUGS} its all good girl, this is just a lesson and an opportunity to please Him, don't forget that.
Hi
1ST let me tell u that I am so proud to here that u are trying to make a change in your life and that you realize u have a health issue. its going to be hard, and after surgery it will continue to be hard as well. I went threw so much b4 I finally has my WLS, I had seen a dr. in La for almost a year who had told me my ins covered the lap band (thats what I was going with at 1st) then after doing all the foot work, I come to find out the surgeon didnt cover it. I was so upset! So then I go see another Dr. in Santa Barbara, and I had to do the whole process all over again. I strated to get so frustrated and at one point I almost threw my hands up and said I aint doin this S**T because I felt like I was alway****ting a brick wall. It was one thing after another. It took me a good 2 years before I had my gastric done, but I stayed on it and I didnt give up hope.
It will eventually all come together for you, dont give in and stay strong. It will happen, its just taking a little long =)
