Thank You BAF
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on 1/26/10 12:48 am, edited 1/26/10 1:08 am - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
on 1/26/10 12:48 am, edited 1/26/10 1:08 am - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
Hey Fam!
I was responding to Valena's post when all of a sudden...a lot of sadness
AND joy
flushed over me.
I just want to thank each and everyone of you personally for the support you have provided to me. With these new changes I know that things won't feel the same. I don't know.
At any rate, ya'll know that I was a hot mess when I came back here. I was still wearing my grief on my shoulder regarding my sister's disappearance. It still hurts but not as deep. If and when we ever find her...I don't care what I am doing you all will be among the first to know.
I was disgusted with myself for the weight gain AND I was still trying to find myself...after my divorce.
I just want you to know that you all helped me! I know that many times I came to the board crying or upset about this or that....but you all comforted me. I had many shoulders to cry on and I deeply appreciated every one.
Today...I am confident that I will finally make my goal weight after nearly 6 years. Its something that I will celebrate in grand style when it happens. I have your support to thank for that as well. The daily check ins and inspirational messages....laughs... meant a lot.
In other words, I could not have made it this far without you.
Thanks BAF. I feel good about so much today.
I really don't want anyone to reply to this message (don't want to cry anymore)...just accept my thank you from my heart!
Signed,
MD AKA The Original Mahogany Dreams!
*This message will self-destruct on the next page...LOL!
I was responding to Valena's post when all of a sudden...a lot of sadness
AND joy flushed over me.I just want to thank each and everyone of you personally for the support you have provided to me. With these new changes I know that things won't feel the same. I don't know.
At any rate, ya'll know that I was a hot mess when I came back here. I was still wearing my grief on my shoulder regarding my sister's disappearance. It still hurts but not as deep. If and when we ever find her...I don't care what I am doing you all will be among the first to know.
I was disgusted with myself for the weight gain AND I was still trying to find myself...after my divorce.
I just want you to know that you all helped me! I know that many times I came to the board crying or upset about this or that....but you all comforted me. I had many shoulders to cry on and I deeply appreciated every one.
Today...I am confident that I will finally make my goal weight after nearly 6 years. Its something that I will celebrate in grand style when it happens. I have your support to thank for that as well. The daily check ins and inspirational messages....laughs... meant a lot.
In other words, I could not have made it this far without you.
Thanks BAF. I feel good about so much today.
I really don't want anyone to reply to this message (don't want to cry anymore)...just accept my thank you from my heart!
Signed,
MD AKA The Original Mahogany Dreams!
*This message will self-destruct on the next page...LOL!
...Do I have to call you Salty Pickle? lol.....L you are one of those folks that can always bring a smile or downright knee slapping laugh to the board. I am so glad that I was privileged to see your travel photos and all else that you shared of you and B's life on the board. You gave me something to fantasize about....one day touching those hot sands. You are a really special lady! Don't ever let anyone tell you different. 
No matter what...whenever I see M&Ms...you will always come to mind....just aint no way around it...lol
What is with the emotion today. I'm a hot mess and look at you two. 
Ms Mahogany and Ms Pickles, luv you both. I haven't had a boo hoo since the 90's so please don't start me now or who knows when it will end.
This thread mirrors my feelings about BAF. Why did it take years for me to find this forum? I know you're not looking for replies but you know by now I just can't help myself.
Ms Mahogany and Ms Pickles, luv you both. I haven't had a boo hoo since the 90's so please don't start me now or who knows when it will end. This thread mirrors my feelings about BAF. Why did it take years for me to find this forum? I know you're not looking for replies but you know by now I just can't help myself.
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V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.
I know...I was trying my best not to go here today but just could not help myself. Lemme tell...you that your accountability posts are the bombshiggity. When it finally clicked that I needed to hold myself accountable...and stop blaming cir****tances, people, issues....this is when things started to turn around in my mind. The higher power worked through you and those posts. And...if I ever hear you say another negative word about your looks....I am going to hunt you down and slap your hands. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!! Thank you so much for all you have brought to this forum.
I tried to send a post out about other WLS support forums and suggestions but I fear it might not make it through OH filters....since I put the urls for the sites on there.
Not sure how long I will be here....will definitely check in from time to time....but I want to go to a secure site....it helped me to be able to share honestly and on a deeper level. Don't have time for the couch. I am going to be sending folks my contact info on the BL....look for it.
I tried to send a post out about other WLS support forums and suggestions but I fear it might not make it through OH filters....since I put the urls for the sites on there.
Not sure how long I will be here....will definitely check in from time to time....but I want to go to a secure site....it helped me to be able to share honestly and on a deeper level. Don't have time for the couch. I am going to be sending folks my contact info on the BL....look for it.
((((Kim B)))) I luvs you.....hated when I did not see you on the board as much...but I took great comfort in knowing that you were out there lurking and would jump back in when you felt the urge. So glad to see your lovely face on here today. Thanks for every supportive word that you have ever gave me.
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on 1/26/10 3:18 am, edited 1/26/10 3:38 am - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
on 1/26/10 3:18 am, edited 1/26/10 3:38 am - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
On January 26, 2010 at 10:37 AM Pacific Time, Plausible deniability wrote:
Kiss my grits! I neva liked you any dayum way......
I hate mushy crap. 
I happened upon a clip of this film about a week or so ago...and then I said to myself....no wonder she calls herself MM!
In this clip...The Mack is so smoooooothhhh...homegirl did not know he was getting ready to turn her the F***out! lol...not funny...lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnDrQlcJqo0
That's you MM...up one side and down the other...smooth. As
MSW coined you...the lady with the silver tongue. That's how I like my real talk...straight up without a chaser.
Had you not given me one of those in patient rehab tough love foots in the azz...I might still be f***ing around with my exercise. I really appreciate you for that one...for real...I needed it.
I know that you can still be the same MM with or without the pic...but its not going to have the same effect as looking at your pic...you know the one with the short do...with that look on your face as if you are saying, "Get the f*** out of here...be honest"..lol!
Well...I have busted more than one seam laughing at your threads.... Thanks you for the laughs and your support.....and to show you what I think of you......................................................
........................................................................................................................................................
wait for it.....
LOL!!!! Now you can run to the wash room and wash all that mushy stuff off.
I hate mushy crap.
I happened upon a clip of this film about a week or so ago...and then I said to myself....no wonder she calls herself MM!
In this clip...The Mack is so smoooooothhhh...homegirl did not know he was getting ready to turn her the F***out! lol...not funny...lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnDrQlcJqo0
That's you MM...up one side and down the other...smooth. As
MSW coined you...the lady with the silver tongue. That's how I like my real talk...straight up without a chaser.
Had you not given me one of those in patient rehab tough love foots in the azz...I might still be f***ing around with my exercise. I really appreciate you for that one...for real...I needed it.
I know that you can still be the same MM with or without the pic...but its not going to have the same effect as looking at your pic...you know the one with the short do...with that look on your face as if you are saying, "Get the f*** out of here...be honest"..lol!
Well...I have busted more than one seam laughing at your threads.... Thanks you for the laughs and your support.....and to show you what I think of you......................................................
........................................................................................................................................................
wait for it.....
LOL!!!! Now you can run to the wash room and wash all that mushy stuff off.
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