HOLD MY FEET TO THE FIRE! ACCOUNTABILITY!

MSW will not settle
on 1/11/10 9:00 pm
Accountability Mission: No Mercy and No Excuses 

Good Morning to TUESDAY my BAF fam. 

Tell the whole truth and be accountable.  How did you begin your week?  Under control or out of control.  This early in the year, many of us are filled with new resolve to get things done.  Feed off that energy.  Let it drive your success for a little while. 

Remember to think total health folks.  Eat well and enjoy your food choices.  Exercise well and appreciate having the ability to pamper your heart and muscles with activity.  Weight loss, healthy weight maintenance, and a healthy lifestyle require lifetime commitment.  If you're not yet on it make today the day.  

       ... All are welcome, jump in at anytime.


For reference:
5 Day Pouch Test website
http://www.5daypouchtest.com/plan/theplan.html
5 Day Pouch Test Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3995048/Hold-my-feet-to-the-fire-please-Accountability-Mision/
Protein Train Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3993571/Protein-Train-Educate-me-please/#32309205
Wagon Plan Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3650242/The-Wagon-Plan-Get-back-on-the-wagon

                   MSW   Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation  

 Links:  Are you a compulsive eater?  for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time  Overeaters Anonymous 

               LV'N MY RNY.  WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT. 

Faith *
on 1/11/10 9:23 pm
I am still trying to hang in there....help!!!

People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas. ~Author Unknown

MSW will not settle
on 1/11/10 9:48 pm
Stay strong Ms Faith! 

How's the water comming.  You've were doing well kicking the soda habit.  Are you exercising?  With Mardi Gras season you know dillegence is needed on the no party days so you can party without regrets.

Fess up, gime details.   
Faith *
on 1/11/10 9:59 pm
I may have had all of 12 ounces of water yesterday and about 10 ounces of diet coke, two cups of coffee...does that count?  Me and water are enemies and it has always been a struggle.
MSW will not settle
on 1/11/10 10:30 pm

Try going decaf, at least on one perhaps?  I had a ten cup two liter habit with the coffee and diet coke.  Switched to the caffine free soda and could not taste the difference. 

Lord knows I'm sick of drink mixes.  Ms MM's sweet tea idea is working for me.   Sip, sip, sip...

MSW will not settle
on 1/11/10 9:41 pm
I did ok yesterday.  I bought the vits late but I got them in.  A full quart of water, 104 oz liquid      , over my cardiologists max.  I've been thirsty and protein was very high.  Workout,  cardio all done.  Today I'll have to double up on the strength and do my stretching.

As for food?  I seriously did not know what to eat all day so I stuck to liquid protein.  Five protein supplements & two small meals in the evening.  Total under 1250 calories.  Maxed on the protein with 185g.  Net carbs around 32g.  Calorie deficit over 1100 in the 2 lb per week loss range.  I know I'm counting 1 to 1 again but I just can't help myself. 

Its another I'm feeling like crap day but first I'll hit yesterday's mat work followed by protein coffee and vits.  Afternoon, cardio.  Evening, weights.  Still no clue what to eat, but I will have several scoops of protein and stay over 150g while holding calories to my base rmr. 

Lately the night eating urge has been strong, but I'm holding it at bay.  Its weired since pre op I would rather drink hot tap water and fool my tummy than have a midnight snack.  I am fighting it.  Both yesterday's meals were late and I still wanted food at 1 am.  I held strong and started on today's liquids instead.   

Still talking to myself about appreciating this experience.  I'm trying not to stress.  Right now this 'journey' is treading on my last nerve. 
(deactivated member)
on 1/11/10 10:48 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
Wow...MSW...I was looking at your workout routine....talk about intimidating...whew...you are doing great with the exercise. Hopefully I will one day get to that point.  I am definitely going to start reporting my food stats...I can see where that can be helpful.

You don't have to share here but can you put your finger on whats making you feel like crap? Is the same thing triggering the late night urges?

I imagine just being that close to goal...it get much harder.  I might have to create me an alter ego on paper...write a story about a woman that can eat all she wants and not have to exercise or anything and look dynamite...help me to vent some of my frustration that crop up for me periodically. Sometimes its hard just knowing that I can no longer eat the way I used to without a care until I look in the mirror or walk up stairs. 
 

Hope you feel better soon.
MSW will not settle
on 1/12/10 1:50 am, edited 1/12/10 1:51 am
I know exactly what my issue is.  No problem sharing it here.  My cyber friends know far more about me than even my family does.  My health issues are just a little thing.  

I have multiple sclerosis and its almost four weeks since my last treatment.  I work out hard but the cost is increased fatigue.  I'm going to have fatigue 24/7 regardless so I put what I can into my workout then sleep it off.  When I push myself I get a backlash and that ****** me off so I'm *****y too, lol.  Excercise lets me 'feel' the status of the ms.  I know when trouble is comming by my body's ability to perform. 

My treatments are due next week but that starts the weight gain.  I'm really thinking about skipping just so I can get rid of last month's gain and get the scale moving in the right direction    .  Fact is, there is no cure only symptom management.  If I can stand the symptoms I'm really no worse off. 

The urges I'm clueless about.  Its a few weeks past my last steroids so thats not likely to be the cause.  One reason for skipping next week is after steroids I gain if I eat everything or nothing and I want to eat.  Usually just one or two foods I fixate on a few days after the steroids.  And of course there is roid rage making me even *****ier  .  

Thanks for asking and letting be vent a little.  Irl, you rarely talk about chronic health issues.  No on e really wants to know.  I'm an open whiner and conplainer but even so, stress tend to build up. 

I love the idea of writing that story.  I write also.  Been working on an obesity related novelette for quite a while now.  I've got dozens upon dozens of ideas and half finished novels   .    I hope you'll copywrite it an let us read it one day. 
(deactivated member)
on 1/12/10 11:56 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
No problem....hey at least you know what makes you *****y....lot of folks just *****y for the hell of it or so it seems ~ looking towards the office on my left~ 

In regards to writing, I am the same way really....I start but rarely get some of my writing finish....my attention span has really decreased over the years. 

The One
on 1/11/10 10:24 pm - Houston, TX
I'm back on track food choices yesterday was on point.
 total calories was 1342
carbs 103 g ( i know very high)
protein 79g
water maybe 100oz like you i was thirsty
vitamins taken

Today I'm back on the water kick already have downed 32 oz. Got 32 to go. Vitamins are down. Today's menu:
B- bacon and eggs
s- protein hot cocoa and fruit
l- soup and salad ( the ladies at work and I are teaming up to get the pounds off)
s- cottage cheese or sf pudding or fruit
d- baked chicken and mustard greens
s- sf pudding or cottage cheese or fruit

    
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