OH YES THE HEYL I AM!!! Wow moment! Long Post
Congratulations MD! I was actually crying as I read your post. Your post is so true and I can tell it came directly from your heart. Nobody understands what we (as gbs patients) go through. It's such an emotional rollarcoaster.
Keep up the HARD WORK AND STAY FOCUSED. How I know how easy it is to NOT be focused. We have so many distractions around us daily. I thank GOD for this site because again no one understand our daily struggles.
Thank you so much ChocolateDyce !
I have been balling off and on all day. It as if I have opened up a flood gate of feelings and recollections of where I have been with my weight issues. From being called Winnie the Pooh in School to breaking down chairs...there were so many embarrassing moments that came to mind.....all I could do was thank my God....no more. I am so happy to finally feel that I can do this and actually experience a NORMAL weight FOR THE FIRST
TIME IN MY LIFE!!! I feel invincible today. I am definitely going to keep at it. I am finally putting all the tools to work that have been here all alone....JUST need to exercise....and conquer that struggle.
I have been balling off and on all day. It as if I have opened up a flood gate of feelings and recollections of where I have been with my weight issues. From being called Winnie the Pooh in School to breaking down chairs...there were so many embarrassing moments that came to mind.....all I could do was thank my God....no more. I am so happy to finally feel that I can do this and actually experience a NORMAL weight FOR THE FIRST
TIME IN MY LIFE!!! I feel invincible today. I am definitely going to keep at it. I am finally putting all the tools to work that have been here all alone....JUST need to exercise....and conquer that struggle.
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on 1/9/10 12:27 pm, edited 1/9/10 12:28 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
on 1/9/10 12:27 pm, edited 1/9/10 12:28 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
Thanks so much Ms Ang.
Yes....I knew that you were one of the people that I would have to call out when I finally reach my goal. You were here for me at the very beginning, signed my surgery page..prayed me over to the losing side... I never thought I would make it back at one time. Thought I would undo it all...because my pain was so unbearable at times.
I could never forget you all...and your support. I think its the impression you all gave me that made me eventually come back. I realized that folks were not trying to be hard on me...just for the hell of it. You all genuinely cared...why else would you bother to give me advice.... Yes...I was hard headed but I didn't give up. I will live to see my girls graduate..go to college...marry....if its in the plan....BUT I won't die from OBESITY! Your words mean more to me than you will ever know.
Yes....I knew that you were one of the people that I would have to call out when I finally reach my goal. You were here for me at the very beginning, signed my surgery page..prayed me over to the losing side... I never thought I would make it back at one time. Thought I would undo it all...because my pain was so unbearable at times.
I could never forget you all...and your support. I think its the impression you all gave me that made me eventually come back. I realized that folks were not trying to be hard on me...just for the hell of it. You all genuinely cared...why else would you bother to give me advice.... Yes...I was hard headed but I didn't give up. I will live to see my girls graduate..go to college...marry....if its in the plan....BUT I won't die from OBESITY! Your words mean more to me than you will ever know.