MRI Results are in, More Freking Bad News. DAMIT

MMMMMM.....   I love frenchies with poochies   LOL.

Thanks Rhonda

The devil is a liar you will run and not walk......I could be sitting next to you at the spine clinic.  I had a mylegram yesterday....It did not go like they said it would go...well it did except the part where I was sedated and would not know what was going on.  I felt every thing even when they tilted me over and the dye was going up my spinal cord into my neck.  IT tripped them out because they were looking at film and Im telling them what was going on.  especially when he hit a nerve that I calmly told him lit up my entire right side down to my toes.  He said sorry and started over....

Lee I have already been told to expect paralysis and losing sensation.  that has been going on quite a while ...I keep it moving in spite of everything.  Let me tell you this.  I may have to have neck surgery.  But I am going to get 2 injections in my lumbar...dont care what they say.  that is it ...I will not have back surgery.  I have never had a patient that had surgery that does not suffer still.  I am believing the injections will help get me moving again.   If GOD could do it for my hands in 1996 he can certainly do it for me now in 2009.  DOnt give up.  We will not be cripple.  I had not announced this but as of yesterday I have gain 90lbs   thanks to injections.  I will not take that laying down either.  I may be down but it aint over and I really dont give damn what anybody has to say about it either.  It has already been determined I AINT GOING OUT LIKE THAT...It took them 5 years to finally find out what was wrong with me and now they tell me fibromyalgia , chronic fatigue syndrome is the cause of me not getting to goal because I could not exercise.  Well it is nice to know that I am not as lazy as I thought and yes the pain has always been great but I still believe there is HOPE for me. AND FOR YOU!

Oh Lord Di

Geez you have been catching hell.   I hear you,  I was very upset when I got the news but it has been a couple of hours now and i'm calmed down and I know I'm gonna beat this mess and run again if I want to.   

I am nerveous about it but i'm not getting a back surgery no matter what cause everyone of my sisters still have their pain despite it, so that is for certain out of the picture for me.

I am sorry you have so many problems Di,  I hope things get better for the both of us.   I am such a active person and I just don't want to lose that.

Take care of you.

 

Baby Girl I am confident that you are not going to miss a beat.  Interestingly enough I know many people that have back pain that do quite well with running and walking...it is the sitting that bothers them the most.  After the imflammation goes down.  things will be clearer I am believing for you.   One thing I know is when I pray for others GOD answers my prayer.  I will but your situation before the Lord every day for the next 2 weeks because I would like to get my taken care of so one day Lee i will be able to join you in the run. Please keep in touch with me and let me know how you are fairing.  I trust GOD for you and me.  Love you to life my friend.
di

Ok, now damit stop making me cry 

love you to sis,  thanks.

Lee, hoping you get everything under control. I had severe knee pain before surgery so I know how it is to rely on pills to feel comfortable. Hopefully the clinic can get you straight!

Thanks Shani

Those pills are so dam strong all I do is sleep or sit around looking high.  I don't like them but I need them.    I am just happy school is out right now.

Awwwwwwwwww Lee..........I'm sorry to hear that. I'm hoping you are better soon and that your running days are not over.

Thanks Talisha

I know i'm gonna run again,  I was so messed up and depressed this morning.  I'm cool now and i'm ready to do what I need to do to get well.

Awwww (((((( Lee )))))........well now you know why you were in so much pain........I pray that you get some relief soon ma