Sorry Y'all....but today's the 24th anniversary of my sister's disappearance - need support
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on 12/3/09 10:53 pm, edited 12/3/09 11:11 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
on 12/3/09 10:53 pm, edited 12/3/09 11:11 pm - Sweet Dreams lives in , PA
I won't say much....but this am it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I know some of you all might not be able to even fathom the pain I feel at this time of year. I know it would have been different if my sister had not lived as long and I had not developed a relationship with her. My youngest sister died at age 2 from a brain tumor...while I still feel loss...its not so deep...and there was definitely closure for us.
Totally different matter with Jeffrey Lynn....when this time comes around...all I can do is have flashbacks of every smile she ever gave me....think of her laugh and how much she loved her BIG sister. I miss her so much ya'll...words can not express.
Just asking for your prayers...as I try to cope with this time of year. I try my best to focus on other things....but this is the time (anniversary of the missing person) that NCMEC (National Center for Missing and Exploited Children) send out emails and flyers about the person. So as of 12:01am this morning I have been getting emails not only from them but all my supporters. Thanks for all your support!
Link to her poster sent out today by one organization:
http://www.projectjason.org/aan/AAN_JeffreyLynnSmith.pdf
ETA: One thing I am SO grateful for and I know there are many others BUT I am so grateful that I no longer sit alone at a buffets in an effort to try to eat my sorrow away!
Totally different matter with Jeffrey Lynn....when this time comes around...all I can do is have flashbacks of every smile she ever gave me....think of her laugh and how much she loved her BIG sister. I miss her so much ya'll...words can not express.
Just asking for your prayers...as I try to cope with this time of year. I try my best to focus on other things....but this is the time (anniversary of the missing person) that NCMEC (National Center for Missing and Exploited Children) send out emails and flyers about the person. So as of 12:01am this morning I have been getting emails not only from them but all my supporters. Thanks for all your support!
Link to her poster sent out today by one organization:
http://www.projectjason.org/aan/AAN_JeffreyLynnSmith.pdf
ETA: One thing I am SO grateful for and I know there are many others BUT I am so grateful that I no longer sit alone at a buffets in an effort to try to eat my sorrow away!