OT: Bipolar I is a ***** and this ***** ain't dying!

Thank you.

 Here's a great big moma hug for you

Thank you so much.

Hey Teena,

As much as we talk on FB...I had no clue you were going through all this at this time...I am so sorry that I did not reach out to you - but it is such a blessing when God provides a "ram in the bush" - Brenda has proven to be that ram. 

I think it's a good thing that you were brave enough to post your feelings here.  Why? Because Brenda has responded with care and provided you with what looks like great ideas and suggestions for you...what a blessing!

Brenda, you are such a great person - and I am grateful to know you - even if it is from a distance.  Thank for allowing God to use you to offer hope to Teena - that's what this journey is all about - support for one another!

Blessings to you both!

DD

P.S. Teena and Brenda - here's a big ol' CYBER HUG FOR YOU BOTH ((((((((HHHUUGGG))))))

Donna,

No worries.

I talk about it a lil on FB, but not as much.

I have to many people from my dad's family on my FB page who are country and of the mindset that I am throwed and they treat me like I ride a short yellow school bus when I discuss my Bipolar when in reality they are the ones who ride it.

Brenda has indeed proved to be a Ram in the bush.

I posted my feeling there on FB too.

That is one thing I am not afraid to do.

If I am not feeling good I go to the computer and I write it out, release, relate, and relax.

I am not above letting people know how I feel on the inside.

I am a firm beliver that you are only as sick as your secrets.

I always find that when I am struggling someone else is as well and in some way posting my struggles helps others know they are not alone.

You two are the best.

Thank you for the support.

Donna and Teena, you both are too sweet and I am humbled.  (Got me tearing up over hear)!! Trust me, it's not me, it God within me.  They will know us by our fruit.  We are to exhort, comfort and edify each other and that is all I want to do.  Teena, you are a soldier and as I said, I applaud you for braving this fight and Donna, you are so beautiful, wise and funny.  I look forward to reading your posts of FB and comments on BAF.  I am looking forward to the day we meet and can raise a glass with each other.  Until then, all my love to you both. Big huggs and kisses.

Hey Teena!

I have you in prayer. While I can't speak to the bipolar, I have definitely had my bouts with depression.  Brenda has definitely given you a great deal of solid advice and support.  The only thing I can add is Keep It Simple.  I was just like you at one point when I was getting ready to make a major move. It came down to taking the things that I felt I could not live without. I am so glad I lightened my load because I was one of those people that did not like to throw anything away. I have absolutely no clutter and it makes me feel so much better and organized. 

I am not saying that you have clutter but I think it would be good to think about it...if nothing else to facilitate the move and costs. 

Just keep in mind that "This too shall pass". It seems that you have been at this crossroad before and was victorious! I am sure your parents would rather be the ones to help you out while you are trying to help yourself as oppose to picking up ALL the pieces....so don't let negative thoughts get the best of you. I am sure anything they do...is out of love. 

Of course the other thing that always helps me WHENEVER I get down is to remember that THINGS could ALWAYS be worst. I also look back on the Katrina victims whenever I start to think about any plight I am going through. Remembering all those people that were made homeless and the children running around looking for their parents.....WE are truly blessed!

YOU HAVE SO MU*****luding your own self worth.  If you weren't making strides in the right direction....you would stay there and just let the situation swallow you up. I applaud you for being so proactive. 

Keep it up gurl!      

(((((((((((((((((((Teena))))))))))))))), know that you are not alone in the fight with a MI.  Hope you feel better soon. 

Have you considered Wellbutrin?  In addition to being a psych drug it has an off lable prescribing use for faitgue.  It may give you a pick me up.   There's also Provigil, and anti narceleptic type drug.  I've taken both with some of the meds you're on.  Good luck to you.  (((((HUGS)))))

Girl,
  You know you are in my thoughts always and things will be ok. I know how you feel and know that everyone needs a little help from time to time. For as much as you give of yourself it is ok for YOU to need help from time to time. I have been in your shoes so I know what you mean. I will call tomorrow and check on you. Love you