I need you BAF fam
My stomach is in knots………………
I did my last pre-op appointment with my nut today and my paperwork will be submitted to my insurance company by Monday. I am so nervous. This is my third attempt and I have never made it this far in the process. I am scared that something else will “happen" and my nerves are terrible having to play the wait and see game. While no one has any control over what happens but the powers that be,so I am just asking for a small shout out in your prayers today so that I, just like many of you here, can live my dream of being healthy and happy and letting the skinny girl inside out of this fat suit. I have place my faith in him above (and prayed for forgiveness that I had to tell my job a little lie to go to my appointment today) and I have come to the conclusion that those other times I was disappointed was because HE knew it wasn’t right for me then. Since I have come so far now my faith in HIM is telling me I am where he wants me to be …….. for now.
Be Blessed
Be Blessed
(deactivated member)
on 10/15/09 3:52 am - ~Somewhere in~, PA
on 10/15/09 3:52 am - ~Somewhere in~, PA
Sending prayers your way! Just keep the faith and stay positive and don't ever give up, your day will come