i HAVE BEEN WHIPPED
All the time I've been on this journey I feel as though I have not gave it my 100%. I've lost 70lbs with no effort much at all.(always ate what I was suppose to on the menu for the stage that I was in.)
I have been thinking about TT this last month, found out we are about to change insurance. So I decided to get to stepping to lose some inches while looking for a surgeon. Well because I have been feeling so good with the weight lost I forgot about my FIBROMYAGIA I started walking 3days ago and today my muscle in my legs are giving me so much trouble I take 2 step forward and 3 back (really )they are whipping me back to reality. I can barely stand on my own 2 feet. Now I no why I alway thought I was 1/2 stepping with my journey. Not because I was 1/2 stepping it was the only thing that I could do in order not to feel so defeated(SP). I'll probably be in bed for the next some days trying to get to walking (That's everyday walking it's killing me to do) the muscle are not letting me even get up. 
I have no Rheumatologist he have left town, now I have to find a new one. THIS IS THE YEAR OF HAVE TO REPLACE DR'S. including my RNY surgeon left without me knowing.(Why is all the Dr's leaving without notice(if I needed to finish paiding them they would have notify meall records gone.Didn't even let the PC dr.s that he assignment to after surgery know. Was is the news paper and I don't get the news paper . So there went my records he didn't even send any notice thru the mail nor thru our e-mail address they asked us for 
. OH Well. It' hurt to be trying to type this. If I can tell you what don't hurt I can get thru faster. Anyone who have FIBROMYAGIA knows what I'm Trying to say that if I can even think straight.
The stress of brother with cancer,he was diagnose the same time Patrick Swazye was and battling the same caner. It's one hell of a battle and I cry and holler all week. With didn't help the Fribo at all .
HB is going to hang around while I try to get a soak in the tub
be my luck I won't be able to be out on my own. 
You'll that have fibromygia what have you"ll be doing lately.
BE BACK I'M GLAD IT THE WEEKEND AND HOPE MOST HAVE GONE HOME,FACEBOOK OR TWITTER SO THEY DON'T THINK I've HAVE LOST MY MIND.
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
for you.
Funny Hun we are mother's and I'm a Grandmother and still want my MOM. 
I've have used 2 of the new meds and none have help side affect from cymbalta? Can't remember the other one they have on TV.
I HAVE BEEN USING BUPROPION HCL SR tabs TWICE A DAY AND CYCLOBENZAPRINE HCL tabs AT NIGHT.PS is the therapy helping I feel like I could use my dad walk around about now
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
<-------------for relief from your pain .I have been diagnosed with Ankylosing spondylitis. Similar pain issues and my body is attacking my spinal column and causing it to fuse. (my neck has already completely fused) It took the Dr.'s 3 years to diagnose because of my lack of financial resources and good insurance. Also this disease usually is found in young caucasian males and they fuse from the tail bone up. (go figure) Right now they want to put me on an immune suppressant and i am like<ya'll are crazy.....53 yrs old,just had surgery, a rough recovery and this is "flu season". I think not.The weather is starting to change and the cold really aggravates this also. Hope that hot bath helps. I am still scared to get in the bath tub. I was so fat for so long and could not get in and out .I think i will wait until I am under 200 lbs to try the tub again.
Peace Mz jojo
HW/ SW/CW/GW
427+/427/148/150
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
Proverb 16:9
May not be where I want to be but I glad to be where I'm at.
Working at getting the rest of the way.
12/10/2012 I'll be having LBL, BL/BA, thigh & arm lift, eyelid
Body by Dr. Sauceda booked to 12/9--12/22
