Where has KrayzSexyKool been???

I've been out - burned out,  stressed out, wanna cuzz mofo's out... Just out.

Work has been busy and stressful - thus setting off flare-ups with my fibromyalgia. My great aunt passed while I was visiting home in June - they found her dead in her home (will never know cause of death), I couldn't go home for funeral,since it was a few days after I left N.O , so that was more stress/remorse and what started teh flare-ups. Then Michael Jackson - and hell yeah, I took that hard and still am (surprising since I'm not emotional, but that dude was my 1st crush and a HUGE part of my childhood - I can tell you what point I was in life by a MJ song.) Work had it so for a couple of days I couldn't walk w/o difficulty- that's how much pain I was in.

I'm still on track w/ surgery- - hopefully.  Did the last appt for my 3mth requirement for Aetna today.  PCP needs to submit info to  surgeon so we can submit for insurance approval.  I'm down 18lbs since April (started at 272). NUT wants me down to 250 by surgery - I'm 254 as of today. I'm gonna say I'm going to try to get down to 240-245 before my pre-op. I won't be mad if I don't hit it, as long as I get under the 250.

So, that's it... a lil better now, just fighting fatigue.  Still around - mostly on FB, b/c I'm too dang tired to be wandering around the net.

sounds like you're weathering the storm.  even with all you've been through, you're still on track and doin ya thing.

thats whats up

Imma need you NOT to refer to yourself in the third person... that's just creepy.... LOL!!!!

Well - at least you are getting through things - nothing like the storm to make you appreciate the calm days..... keep ya head up!! 

Yeah Big Sam - I went to my exercise therapy barely walking, but she said I'd be off track if I cancelled. Haven't worked out since end of May/early June and it makes me feel bad @ 1st, but better after. My mind knows it, but my body ain't having it.

Mama - I've been doing that a lot lately... don't know why... lol.. still trying to hang in. I'm just hoping I get approved - I can't take no more!!! I'ma start singing Evilene's song from the Wiz, dammit! Don't bring me no bad news!!!

Was thinking about you! Sorry to hear about your loss. Praying that things ease up in your life.

Hey lady I thought you had your surgery and that's wjy you were MIA! I just love your sense of humor but hopefully everything will be ok.

Talisha:  Thanks, I certainly hope so too!

Papoose:  Not yet -hopefully... getting scared again.. b/c it's getting real... but it's no longer an option - hoping this weight off will ease my fibromyalgia too!

Stress will trigger the fibromyagia in a heart beat.  Been stress since the end of Jan. and it seem to be mounting as the days go by.  Wish I can say I see the end of the tunnel but I do not. 
I hope you can shake this depression SOON. You will come to a stall before you know it. PRAYING that things get better are that you can emotionally handle the stress.

Hey girlie,
Lotta stuff going on but sounds like you're handling
it.  Big ups for that.  Stay in the game, it's all working
out. You're in my prayers.

what happened to you?
missed practicing new haiku
glad that you're back home

seriously B, my condolences for your auntie, prayers for your family.   i'm sorry it's been so difficult lately and it's good to see you again.