I'M BACK... KINDA

hey all just wanted to say hey and sorry for the disappearance to those who cared or wondered... i feell off the scene due to different work requirements, and some other stuff i dont even want to go in to posting...
a short updat eon me... i finally got my port removed and wating to get it replaced... somethign that will take months making sure i heal etc etc.... pariase God... in the mean time over the course of th elast year i have gained 35 pounds! yep you heard it right 35! i'm at 205 (i was at 170). LOL...

half is my fault the other half i'm still trying to fgure out, really... i think i am/was stressed and going through a depression, but i am back... kinda...

i'm saying kinda because i just don't get to get on BAF like i used to. i have to log into work differently and it makes it difficult to switch back and forth between screens and systems etc... so i'llpost update, and participate when i can... i am back on the grind though... i'm going to get back to my goal.

much love,
marna

Hi Marna,

I feel every bit of what you are saying. My lowest was 168 and I am back up to 208, but I ain't tripping though. I think I look pretty damn good to be 52 years old. Who want a 52 year old skinny woman looking like a 35 year old fine woman (lol) but I do feel good at this size. I am working hard though to lose 25 pounds and I know I can do it, for my daughters wedding in November, all eyes will be on me before she comes in so you know, I have got to be fine. I surely don't want to get back down to 168 I was looking like I was really sick like seriously ill. Anyway, glad to see you back and me too. I will check in often.

Jacque

HEY QUEEN!
i guess welcome back for both of us
we're gonna make it... LOL at lookiing sick....
initially they wanted me down to 142 i was like wth! never... lol...
but i do want to get back down to 170 (i even made it to 169 one week) maybe even 165-170 i like having a lil play room... plus i can keep my blood pressure in check... soon as i'm done fasting i am back to the gym and everything!

take care,
marna

Hey Marna----Welcome back!!!!
(........kinda.)

Don't worry about the gain--you're aware of it and I'm sure you're on your way to doing what you need to do. Wishing you the best of luck---take care.

hi hero **smooches**


thanks for telling me to not worry i wi**** was that simple... we need more people like you LOL.
but yes i will be back to the grind ASAP!

thanks for the well wishes... and you're looking good there yourself... shoulder and all


peace,
marna

Heyyyyy lil'.

Glad to see ya. I'm glad that the port is getting replaced.

hello lady how have yo been and how is you r journey going.. i see you working it out on FB...

I had to come out of the lurk mode on this post. HEEEEYYYY. I to know what you mean stress & depression will do it to you. Welcome back & much success on your journey.

thanks for coming out of lurk mode to show you're support... yes there ae some situations in my life causing me to stress and i am gettingout of my depression.... we're all gonna make it we just have to stay positive.

much love,
marna