Losing my heart

Yesterday was one of the cruelest days of my life.  As many of you know, I was celebrating the 2nd birthday of Promise Tyanna who has been with me since she was 4 months old.  You all have encouraged me and cried with me during the time that I was fighting myself about whether or not I wanted to become  "mommy" to this little baby.  Her biological mother and I bumped heads while I was in the hospital so she decided to go to the courts and file charges against me to terminate my rights to Promise.  They gave me the notification yesterday that my rights had been terminated because I failed to respond in a timely manner.  Mind you that I was not notified because I was in the hospital and she sent them to an old address where she knew I didn't live and would not get them.  They snatched her away at her birthday party.  My heart is broken into a million pieces............

Damn man - that's jacked up.  You were so happy yesterday too. 

Sorry - but get up and see what you can do to fight it back - there's gotta be an appeals process. 

 Oh no.....I'm soooo sorry!  I can't imagine your pain!  My prayers to you and Promise!
I hope something can be worked out for you both!

SO SORRY YOU ARE GOING THRU SO MUCH !
YOU FIND PEACE AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO GET THRU THIS

(((((((((((((((((((((((Peachy)))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry I can't say ANYTHING to make you feel better....you have been tried so much lately...but in my heart of hearts girl I feel you are going to come out being loved like a mofo!

Mark my words the mother will come back around asking YOU for help! Watch...you will still be apart of the baby's life!! Moms is just on some bullshiot right now...but trust she knows and  she will put that baby FIRST

My prayers go out to you and Promise. God will turn this around and make it alright. Just keep the faith and stand on His promise that GREAT SHALL BE THE PEACE OF MY CHILDREN. Get your bible out and find some scriptures that you can stand on and believe in. God will come thru. He will show up and show out. I know that you can't see that right now but when it happens, I want a praise report.

God Love You!
Shantelle

Kenya,

As I told you last night, babe, that the biological "mommy" decided to not only a) start the proceedings while you were the hospital and b) PURPOSELY send it out to the wrong address so that not even you mom could see it and intervene on your behalf was effed up.  It was wrong on all accounts because they are not thinking about the child, but of their own selfish ends.  Baby, its going to be okay in the end and I'm praying that Promise IS taken care of.

In the end, God, while He isn't of pretty, doesn't like ugly.   In the end, it will all come out okay. You will see.  I only pray that the "momma" and her ass-hole of a b/f do great by that baby.

I'll call you later. 

Oh Lord, have mercy! That is just AWFUL!!! My heart hurts for you, love.  I am so sorry this happened - it's just not right! 

I will be remembering you, specifically, in my prayers today. I cannot tell you not to worry - because I know that is not what you want to hear - and I wouldn't either!

Praying for peace for you right now...

DD

OH NO, my heart breaks for you.  I'm sorry to hear that

I am so, so, so sorry.  You're right, it was cruel!  For you and for her.  My heart is breaking for you.  I will continue to lift you both in prayer.

Brenda