I need support, prayer....anything POSITIVE to come my way please.

I haven't really talked to many of you about my health issues lately.  I'm real good at talking about the highs in my life, but I tend to keep the lows to myself. 

I've been having health issues for quite some time now (about 4 months) and I thought after my last surgery (to remove my gallbladder) that all would be well. 

Well, it's not.  I'm STILL experiencing pain in my stomach, back, sides , and chest.  I'm currently taking 750 mg of vicodin daily.  It helps, but I walk around a little loopy at times...so much so that I have to kinda laugh at myself because of the crazy stuff I do and say.

I've had so many tests lately that I'm starting to feel like a guinea pig!  My blood work is all good (thank God) but I know something just isn't right.  I know so far that I have a hiatle (sp?) hernia and a mass was found on the tail of my pancreas.  At this point, the doctors don't feel the mass is what's causing the problem.

I had yet another series of tests today.  They took pictures from every angle possible of my stomach, intestines, colon, and lower bile area.  It was supposed to take about 3 hours because I had to drink 2 different types of barium and wait, then take more pics. 
Well, I was told they had good pics and was done after an hour and a half  Of course they aren't allowed to tell you anything...and me being the type of person I am, I got pretty worried!
Now I have to wait till Friday to get results and I'm seriously tripping right now.

So, I'm asking for prayer, positive thoughts....whatever I can get, to help me get through this.  I haven't fully talked to my family about this because they will freak more than I am.  I can't deal with keeping them positive and strong AND keep myself together too!  LOL

Sorry for the long post, I just really needed to get this off me.  Thanks for reading and thanks BAF for being here for me! 

I don't normally do this - but since you are my girl.....



sorry you are going through it - I have been on the waiting side of test results - the waiting sucks!  I pray that your answer is in that round of results and you don't have to do anything more to know what needs to be done to get you feeling better. 

<------------falls the **** out!  OMG, Trina, you gave me a hug!   Oh LAWD.....
(sorry, that's the Vicodin talking)

You are too funny!  Thanks so much!

hey - don't go tellin errybody - I got a image to keep...... LMAOOOOOOOO

On the real - please be careful with the vicodin - I know you need your pain managed, but as an addict - I know them jokers is dangerous......

as an addict, please forward me any of ur pills if you feel in danger after your surgery, Trina. I will keep them safe for you.

  did you just ask if you could 'hold' my stash???!!!!!  LMAO

HELL TO THE NAW BOBBY!!!!!!!!!!

I will be counting and rationing them bad boys for real!!!  And will of course do my drug seeking thing and try to re-up as many times as I can!!!! 

see what i get for trying to be a good sponsor? ungrateful nigras, i swear!

  I prefer 'ungrateful KNEE-GROW' if you please!!!!!!

I am sending tons of prayers your way kim that all will go well and the pain will go away.and no dont be sorry about the post being long you had to get it off your chest and I am glad you did ..I am her for you if you need me. love ya

Sending prayers, positive vibes and much love your way!! ((((Kim))))