HAPPY SURGIVERSERY (sp?)
This day 2 years ago......
I was damn near 700lbs fighting and glory be to God I wasn't sick, I wasn't down and out. I was smiling b/c I knew that eventually i'd get through it all. I was surronded by many family and friends who all loved me unconditionally and gave me all the support I needed. I had a good job a college degree but most of all I had God. If I had nothing else it was God who kept me smiling. It was him who kept me simply b/c he knew he had plans for me. I'm still searching for that purpose and fighting to understand what my life is to be. Today I feel like i'm closer to that purpose and to him. I am still morbidly obese I'm fighting to be under 300lbs however i'm still seeing it through (ROO TO THE BRUHS). I hope my journey helps someone and allows them to smile throughout it all and brings them closer to a happy place in there life. I feel my biggest blessing through all of this was my ability to smile, stay surrounded by loving and caring people, and know that God loves me. I hope my joy is infectious to someone and my light is guiding someone to where God would have them to be. I love you all.....
CHECK CHECK CHECK MY SWAGGGGG..........
(protein shakes) 
I'm with you in spirit on the liquids today! 
~Shani~
I've been pudgy, chubby, thick, and now fat........Imma give thin a go round!!!
SW-262, size 18W, 5'6"
CW-168 1/15/2010
GW-162
94 Lbs down...6 more to go...changed goal to see Onderland for a hot second!
