There has GOT to be more to life, than this!!!

pkque
on 5/4/09 4:27 am - NC
Ok folks,

Im sitting here, at my desk,,, bored to death,, just got paid(and its all gone) thinking "there has GOT to be more to life, than this"

Anybody else feel this way?

I mean, the economy has everybody's money messed up, you cant really afford to do things you like to do, and it seems like you just in a "drawing breath" stage. NOTHING is really exciting anymore, and there is nothing in the immediate future to look forward to.

Anybody else feel like this? Anybody else thinking they need a CHANGE---or is it just me?


Que

 

 

 

 

 

 

Krayzsexykool
on 5/4/09 4:32 am - Douglasville, GA
Feel ya... times like this I have to remind myself to be thankful that I have a job!!!  And that I may not have what I want, but I have most of what I need.
I have an @$$h*le, therefore I have an opinion. or two... or forty.

    
pkque
on 5/4/09 4:36 am - NC
youre right Krazy,, but still.

Im grateful to have a job, cuz millions of people dont.  But that still doesnt get me out of this rut. I guess its because I still have a job, but my pay was cut 50%---soI feel like Im still doing ALL the work, but for HALF the pay.

This too, shall pass,,,, and I will be glad when it does.


Que

 

 

 

 

 

 

Krayzsexykool
on 5/4/09 5:02 am, edited 5/4/09 5:04 am - Douglasville, GA
As down and negative as I can be, there's still a little part of me that believes that there is light @ the end of the tunnel. (it's the way of a Sagittaurius).

We didn't get raises - I was counting on that lil 3%.  Promotions are frozen (I'd have been up for that this year too).  Double whammy. Oh, hiring freeze - plenty of new clients, but not enough workers - and we're not really allowed OT - so you're trying to be Super dayum man or Wonder friging Woman in 8hrs or work for free (and Brandy does not volunteer to money making corporations!!!)

It does get a chic down - not saying it doesn't.  But honestly - it's the Serenity Prayer. I can't change jack right now.. I can mope about it, get p!$$ed, but is it gonna change? Hell no!

Doesn't mean I don't know how you feel. I've got 2 Masters degrees - my salary is a bachelors (if that) - but that salary pays my mortgage and bills.  I don't have Coach, Gucci, Manolos, Jimmy, etc in my closet - not even Nine West.  But I have my own crib. My car is almost 9 years old, but damn if that heifer don't run!   The 1st cut is groceries - that's jacked up, but I'm not starving (obviously, or I wouldn't be on a board boo-hooing that I need surgery). I can't travel like I want, go out when I want, go to the movies, out to eat... it's hard - I got paid Friday and I'm about broke!




But I will admit, that 50% is a hard pill to swallow!!!

Keep ya chin up! It's gotta get better.
I have an @$$h*le, therefore I have an opinion. or two... or forty.

    
pkque
on 5/4/09 5:29 am - NC
Krazy,

Goodness gracious--Im going back to school(and dont know if THATS going to do any good) to get my Master's---but hell its more of THEM outta work, than people that dont have a hi skool diploma!!! But at least that will give me a sense of purpose.

Listen,, when I said 50%,,, I MEANT 50%. I just re calculated it,, and it was actually 53.82%!!!!!


Hard pill to swallow--aint doing it justice.

It took everything in my power not to get up in that crackas GRILL--you hear me?

If not for my family, I WOULD have gone to jail.

I remember almost killing a motha****** for not paying my my $20.00 back,,, and he gonna TAKE my money like that?


I feel you on the Manolos, Coach and stuff like that,,, shyt I had to budget to get my wife and daughter a Easter dress this year.

Shyt on this.


Que

 

 

 

 

 

 

Krayzsexykool
on 5/4/09 5:40 am - Douglasville, GA
Easter dress??? WTF, lol!!! what's that?? Actually only had one b/c I had a lil left from income tax and paying bills - wanted this dress for months - extra $70+tax & shipping just wasn't in the budget.  Coupon comes= yipee!!!  And I was feeling too bad to even go to church...

Dude, 2 masters, debt so bad ain't no dude gonna wanna marry me...  How bout dat??  Hell, I'd run too,lol - real talk.

Parents, teachers, etc preach education 24/7.  They can't help pay... but get that edumacation and youz'll be reech - yes sah ree!.  What they don't tell you is you'll be in debt up to your gizzard and not much ROI.

I need the lottery or a rich old lonely man that wants nothing from me but to listen to his way back when stories.  I needs me a Anna Nicole Smith old man with NO children or relatives, lol!
I have an @$$h*le, therefore I have an opinion. or two... or forty.

    
pkque
on 5/4/09 5:49 am - NC
Krazy,

Every year,, and I mean EVERY YEAR, I take my wife AND my daughter, Easter dress shopping. And its become a tradition, and they LOVE it. Mind you, I dont give a DAMN about sitting in a mall all day, Saturday. But THEY like it,,, so I do it. Hell I feel like thats the least I can do for them dealing with my grumpy ass.

I hear ya @ debt. I hear ya bout this edumacation. I dont know Krazy,,, Ive had reservations about this skool thang myself. Im realllllllllly wondering if all the time, and aggravation will be worth it.

Hell, Im getting flustered and pissed,


Que

 

 

 

 

 

 

Krayzsexykool
on 5/4/09 11:26 am - Douglasville, GA
But you know what?  It gives a sense of accomplishment.  For me, it was atonement for majoring in Partyology and minoring in school during undergrad.  I didn't finish w/ honors, but dayum, I've got 3 degrees - damn the GPA, etc - I've got them!!!

And you know what else?  Can't NO mudda fugga on this planet take your edumacashun away!
I have an @$$h*le, therefore I have an opinion. or two... or forty.

    
Kim B.
on 5/4/09 4:49 am - OH
I know exactly how you feel.  Everyone says "be happy you have a job"...and I am.....but, as I sit here working OT (as usual)  I feel as if I'm working all these hours and STILL can't catch up, not to mention get ahead!

It really is frustrating...even though we are grateful for what we do have.

*****squinting REALLY hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel**** 

The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate. - Oprah Winfrey

    

pkque
on 5/4/09 5:31 am - NC
Thank you Kim,

I know we betta off WITH  a job,,, but folks dont realize the "job" so many of us have been LEFT with,,, aint shyt.

Long hours, and cut pay-----how are we sposed to feel?

Shyt,,, its like a field ni&&A telling a house n**GGa to "be grateful you in the house"

yo ass STILL a slave!!!


dont trip.



Que

 

 

 

 

 

 

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