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THANK YOU!


After last night I was having some major doubts. But I prayed on it, came here and posted about it, read yall replies, spoke to my momma and bf about it, cried about, and then prayed again. But believe me without yall and God I don't know how I could feel this way right now. I woke up this morning and I feel completely at ease with my decision and I am STICKING IT OUT! No worries anymore and I FEEL like I am making the right decision. God would not have made the process sooooo easy for me if he didn't want it for me (I found my surgeon in August of last year and had my date set about 8 months after first consult, got approved in 3 days and the only reason surgery couldn't be early is I was still at school). So i believe God has something better in store for me and I just needed last night to get all my doubts out of my system that way I can go in tomorrow (wow, 24 hours from now I will already be in ICU) and start a new journey in my life where my outside matches my inside.
So once again Thank You all of you cause without yall I would still be pulling my hair out. You guys are all like little angels who will keep being blessed by God for all the support and good you guys give and do. And thats the end of my ranting and raving until I am officially a post-op.
In a world full of cheerios be a fruit loop!
260lbs.......148lbs........165lbs
Start........Current.......Goal
Goal met 11/23
on 5/4/09 1:31 am - syracuse, NY


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"When Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, he wept for there were no more worlds to conquer." Plutach. Not true, for there are always more worlds to conquer.
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LORD THIS POST JUST MADE ME SHOUTGOD IS GOOD!!!!...
You may feel as though others have helped you, but you do not realize that your POST have helped others as well, especially ME ....
PLEASE have someone keep us posted on your surgery tomorrow ....
I hope you have an OH who can give us updates on you!
May GOD Guide the hands of your surgeon tomorrow
THANK YOU
HW: 410 PLD: 401 SW: 388.8 CW: 240 GW: 180
HW: 410 PLD: 401 SW: 388.8 CW: 240 GW: 180