LIFETIME... I have a QUESTION???
HEY EVERYBODY...
The QUEEN is on DECK... How the HELL ARE YA?
Okay... I was trying to go to sleep but for some reason or another... I got my hands on the remote and starting watching Lifetime... I love Lifetime...
I got into watching this movie... Don't ask me the name of it because it made me sick to my stomach... I got so mad about the movie I went into the bathroom and cut my damn HAIR... YES... I don cut my hair... Ya'll know a sista wear some wigs/weaves etc... However... I GOT plenty of hair... PAST DAMN tense now... LOL.. ANYWHO...
Delta Burke was in the movie... WHY was her SON whooping HER ASS... she was covering up for the brutha... HELL NAWL...
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WHERE the **** they do that AT?
How many of ya'll letting ya'll children go upside yo head? LMAO... I have low tolerance for bull**** from anybody let alone my children...
I can remember EBONI my oldest daughter called herself raising her hand up at me... I had just got my nails done... You would've thought I was in a dang cartoon I bit those nails off with the quickness... picked her up by the throat and the coochie... BODY SLAMMED her dead on the TABLE... ALL I heard in a real tiny little voice was... "I'm sorry Mama"... OH~ HELL NAWL... I can't go for that...
After she thought she was getting gangsta... She yelled... I'm running away... I got to the front door... Looked at her and said, if you run you gon get tired... Just walk yo ass out of here... When she got outside... I heard her on her cellphone... about 2 minutes later you can hear her saying.. hello... hello... hellooooooo... SHIOTTTTTTTTTTT got a hold of T-Mobile... Disconnected that ASS... She's now in COLLEGE... Teaching other young ladies her age what not the hell to do to a crazy ass mama like me!!! 
Now if you think she has ever tried that again... or if any of the other children have TESTED MY GANGSTA... THINK AGAIN...
They all know now... I'm cool... I will give them anything... Every last one of them is rotten to the core... BUT don't think you my mama or that I'm your homegirl... WE are not CUT like that!!! They know to answer me in the yes ma'am manner... I don't have time for that... My children know not to even speak to me like we buddies... WE'RE not... WE on that Mother daughter/ Mother son tip... I am not my children's friend... I am their mother...
NOW we can talk about anything... They know that I am going to be honest with them and I expect them to be the same way with me... but I can't be their friend... I've seen to many children take it way to far... HELL... I've seen mothers take it to far... Anywho...
How often do you have to keep it gangsta with your children???
Thanking GOD for all he has done for me...
AMEN... Tooo many people think it's cool to be friends with their children... I am not that type of parent... My children are just as sweet as they want to be... I am so proud of them and they are so proud of me... WE got that LOVE LOVE... Mama ain't haven't thang going on... They know that I am who GOD made me to be to them... THEIR MOTHER!!!
Thanking GOD for all he has done for me...
I get nutty on my daughter from time to time - she 9 and has had a few moments where she THOUGHT is was a good idea to act crazy - but baby boom! After she got tha heat put on her - she knows to back down. And now that you mention it - I will be beating her azz TONIGHT as a matter of fact behind a teacher's note I got about her attitude.
My mother was a serious crazy mofo - abusive actually - but I tell you what - I ain't NEVER EVER thought about raising my hand or acting a TRUE fool - that ***** picked me up by the throat one time and I SWEAR I could see killer in her eyes - she would a Andrea Yates-ed me if the idea hada come to her!!!! LOL
I firmly believe that I am NOT my daughter's friend - find them in the streets - this is HOME and I am your damn MAMA - what I say goes, and don't even THINK that you got rights, privileges or shiot OWED to you.....
I WISH she WOULD raise her damn hand to me... betta not be the right one - cause she would have HELL learning how to write with the left after I broke that mofo off in her AZZ!!!!
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NOW that what I'm talking about... Now my oldest sister... BLESS her HEART... thinks that I need to be Eboni and Joy's FRIEND... NOT gon happen capt'n... That's her thang... Her and her daughter talk to each other like they are high school buddies from way back... My daughter look at them sometime when we go back home and she shakes her head... My girls told me they are glad that we are not like that because they find it disrespectful... I mean some of the ish my niece say to my sister and then it's like... WE FRIENDS... WE just got it like that... BETTER YOU THAN ME... LOL...
My mother and I didn't get alone when I was growning up... HELL ... I will never forget her telling me she hated me... My mother couldn't stand my ass.. I was a daddy's girl... I mean a ROTTEN daddy's girl that was spoiled by everybody on his side of the family... I was the oldest son first daughter so of course that was going to happen... but mama... HATED my ass and I always knew it...
TODAY... It is something so different... I always treated her like she was my mother.. no more no less.. I knew that GOD would change her heart about me and as she got older... when her boyfriend tried to KILL her and put 6 bullets in her body and I was 19 years old and had my ish together at a young ass age... she came around... BECAUSE GUESS WHO WAS THERE FOR HER... ME... I never stop loving her and I never held that over her head... My mother is my QUEEN... she DOGGED me out growing up... BUT at the same time.. SHE MADE ME SO STRONG... I am a WONDERFUL mother to my children... She taught me WHAT NOT THE HELL TO DO TO MY CHILDREN... AND THANKS BE TO GOD... I am doing JUST THAT!! I am not my MOTHER...
I will give my MOTHER anything she wants... I will never hold any thing against her in my heart... The BIBLE says HONOR thy MOTHER and thy FATHER... I lived by that commandment...
But yea Trina... YOU MY SISTA for real!!!
Thanking GOD for all he has done for me...
I'm blessed to have a good kid, I just would love for her to listen to me more.
I tell her all the time...I aint gonna be here forever, so use me up for FREE while you can.
My plan is that when she gets older, Im gone start charging co-pays to supplement my social security...
In life, and especially on this journey there are sure to be days when you falter and give in.......just remember to never give up. 
Thanking GOD for all he has done for me...
Vonda you are fortunate that you and the Ex are good friends now, and that he can be around to get involved in your kids life. Let alone acknowledge just how good of a woman and mother you are. 
The fool that donated sperm to me...aint no where around...he still hasnt matured to the level of a real man. Thats ok though, cause my acknowledgement will come ten fold when my kid is somewhere holding it down successfully for herself. I see sooo much potential in her already. I call her Miss Independent.
Then he will have egg on his face...singing " he might have won some, but he just lost ONE " 
In life, and especially on this journey there are sure to be days when you falter and give in.......just remember to never give up.
When I was growing up I got my azz whipped for GP. I was the youngest of three boys and I might have been just a s bad as they were. These days kids think that they can do what ever that want and get away with it. My daughter does not even attempt to try me because she knows me. I told her before she started Kindergarden that if I got a phone call from school and had to leave work for her acting stupid I would be embarrassed, so that meant that she would be too once I reached that school. I would tear her a new azz right there in the school in front of her friends.
It is so bad that the teachers knew that I meant business. When they saw me coming they got the hell out of my way. I have to admit I am surprised that no one has ever tried to get me locked up. I don't care where we are if you try me I am gonna show you.
Whom ever said that people who have WLS are taking the easy way out, have never had this experience. This is a journey and a major challenge. Step by step I am striving to make it as a loser!!
Starting Weight/ Current Weight / Goal Weight (for now)
337/235.2/199
