If I ever needed my friends......edited

I need yall now!!! Pronto!!!!

I got moved AMen thank GOd last wednesday the constable put the note on the house yesterday...So GOD is and was good.  I am not settled at my moms cause it is like living in a maze you have to follow the path are you will FALL DOWN...ask me how many times.

Anyway last Saturday I had a major fall outside ..doing something for my mother .  I busted my head open I dont think I will scar not bad lybut that was the left side of my head but the right side of my body is jacked.

I went for a MRI yesterday.  I finally get the call....I still dont know why I am having the problems I am having the MRI showed what I already know.  But they showed some things in my neck that I need clarity on and it is taking them too long to give me the info. 

What I can say is this........YALL BETTER START PRAYING FOR ME...CAUSE A SISTER AINT TAKING PROBLEMS LAYING DOWN.   I need you to agree with me that there is no maglinancy of anykind and there is nothing remotely cancerous or life threatening......That is all I need for you to do for me......
I have enough going on with me right now.  I cannot afford an attack.  I am trying to get other things in order SO IF YOU PRAY AND YOU LOVE ME.... PRAY WITH ME. 
one can chase a thousand...two ten thousand...you can do the math. 
I repeat I do not know what is going on and as soon as my doc calls me back I will have him fax me the report cause he dont know what he is looking at, he is looking for clarity from the radiologist...if I had enough window room I will pull this film out and compare yesterdays film to last year film and see if the last radiologist missed something.  all I know is what the doc said a soft tissue mass on or around my pharnyx and that can be fat, it could be anything......JUST PRAY PLEASE.
Also pray that this people release my money...I have been off work since January and I have only received one check and I am in need of them sending me money so I can pay my bills. 
....I do not want to be depressed, I am relatively doing well inspite of the house and all the totalled vehicles and repossessions.
I have a place to stay.....I have a vehicle.....I have friends that are wonderful....I have a man that I am very interested in building a real relationship with....My family is doing ok with out me....I have a good relationship with the Lord...I just need to lose the rest of my weight....be cleared of any problems going on with my body....and my money to be released to pay my bills.

I have not discussed my health with my family and I do not plan to .  I am talking to the people who have supported me when I needed it, and to the ones that have helped me pray through so many things. 

Dont feel sorry for me pray for me! I love you all!  Thanks for listening to me. 

EDITED: The radiologist only stated that there is some tissue.....I believe it is fatty tissue....not sure ordering a ct scan to get a better look....something with the adenoids ....which could make a lot of sense to me....and the way I breathe sometimes.  I am optimistic that all is well and this is something that has just been ignored overed the years. 

You are in my thoughts and prayers.  I know all will be WELL!