It's not that I don't believe in God...

Hi Angela

I was raised in the church; and I always thought that my faith or my religion was learned or taught because it was enstilled in my growing up; but as I got older I have my own personal relationship with God.  I know that because I can get a prayer through.  I know that God answers my prayers.  I have asked God for many many things and I have received them. 

I love God because He allows me (my own personal experience) be able to see, talk, feel, hear and love, and no human being can give you that.  Sometimes I do act ungrateful and think that I don't deserve some of things that I have.  I follow Him because without Him I am nothing.  In the eyes of many, I am just a number, a face, a woman, black, etc etc.  But He sees me as his child and made me into HIS own image.  That means I look like him; and that makes us all special. 

There's nothing wrong with you; we all have to find our own way; and you will find yours soon enough.  You even posting this today is step 1.  God bless ya!

Nikki