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on 3/19/09 12:16 am, edited 3/19/09 12:17 am - Greenbelt, MD
on 3/19/09 12:16 am, edited 3/19/09 12:17 am - Greenbelt, MD
Just a note to say hi, I have not been online since my surgery. To say that I have been through hell and back is putting it mildly. At one point, I seriously did not care if I lived or died and at other times, death was my choice, but today I can say, life is better, not great but better and I choose life.
Had my surgery, lost so much blood that that wanted to give me someone else blood and I have made it clear that, that is not a choice for me. Did not want them to save my life with someone else blood only to be told that they gave me something that going to kill me 5 years later. Infection set in so what was suppose to be a 2 days stay in the hospital turned into a 8 days hospital stay with them trying to get a fever of 102-103 down.
Emotionally I just could not deal with that, so I shut down from the world.
For those who called, thanks, I know i might not sound like I cared one way or the other at times, please dont take it personally it wasnt you, I just did not give a damn at that time.
I am not ready to deal with this board or life at it fullest right now, but wanted to let some of you know that I am still in the land of the living.
Take care of yourself.
Had my surgery, lost so much blood that that wanted to give me someone else blood and I have made it clear that, that is not a choice for me. Did not want them to save my life with someone else blood only to be told that they gave me something that going to kill me 5 years later. Infection set in so what was suppose to be a 2 days stay in the hospital turned into a 8 days hospital stay with them trying to get a fever of 102-103 down.
Emotionally I just could not deal with that, so I shut down from the world.
For those who called, thanks, I know i might not sound like I cared one way or the other at times, please dont take it personally it wasnt you, I just did not give a damn at that time.
I am not ready to deal with this board or life at it fullest right now, but wanted to let some of you know that I am still in the land of the living.
Take care of yourself.
for you ... I miss ya! 
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