Brokenhearted

We have all had our hearts broken.Yes it does feel like it's the end of the world.God will give you the strength to get through anything...

...nice chatting with you Sobbing...

You are so beautiful inside and out.  I am sorry this happened to you.  However, what you are experiencing as pain now, God can turn into joy.  You did the right thing to seek Him as refuge.  As much as this may hurt, keep in mind that God wants his best for you just work to get into His will and experience His joy.  I have been doing a little soul searching the last 2 days (really just last night and all day today and I just  came to the realization (as old as I am and as much as I should know better) that if I want to get out of this rutt I must seek God diligently.  Its just sometimes we feel so unworthy.  It's so funny, when I read your line "...hope he really does grants a sinner's prayer"  I said that is exactly how I feel and felt last night when I prayed I said "God as much as I have messed up are you even listening to me?"  Just take it day by day.  No advice - just wanted you to know that you are not alone.

To the judgemental you don't need to remind me (or anyone else for that matter) of the not so godly moments in BAF!  The weight loss journey is not the only journey any of us are on (IF IT WERE WE WOULD BE IN SERIOUS TROUBLE)

I'm so sorry sweetie.

I'll be praying for you Shavara.  Being broken hearted is one of the emotions I hate to feel.  My heart goes out to you sis and I hope your heart heals quickly. 

Hey Shavara,

I sent you a message; however, wanted to you to know that I'm thinking of you...as you go through this stuff...it's no fun being where you are...and I am so sorry you are going through it.

DD

(((Shavara)))