Brokenhearted

*Melting Chocolate*
on 3/9/09 11:02 am - Miami, FL

Hey family!!! I understand that there was an APB put out on me a few days ago....by sir Mike!!! My apologies for my absence. I sadly must report the demise of my heart!!! It was in a "hit and run" accident. I'll spare you'all the details as to not share too much of my bidnez.......but lets just say this has been a weekend of uncontroalable sobbing.

If youre not in-love......keep it that way, cause being pulled out of that shiot brings more pain than WLS it self. Everytime I think my tear ducts are empty.....I seem to go to the resivoir. Its amazing how you really do feel actual pain in the wake of heart ache/break! How it feels like someone has a tight squeez on youre heart and just wont let go.

I've cried....and cried...and cried some more. Finally I did what I only know how to do. I prayed. I asked God to specifically...to pleas take away the pain, hurt, and the desire!!!! I really hope he really does grants a sinners prayer...cause ion know how much longer I can stand this.

Anyhow family....I just wanted to say a quick hello....sorry to drop my drama in yallz laps....but I needed to talk to some one!!!

Thanks yall!!!

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