Question: How Often.....

No Mo you ain't alone at all, from the looks of things...sickening huh?

Sure is.. makes me feel kind of like the models and actresses who are always freaking out because of their weight.

I never really thought about how much I think about it. I think that this attitude is a part of my life now I'm going tto take it just as seriously as I do my marriage, my finance, or my job so I don't think I think about it any more or less than any of the other things I care about and want to keep in check.

Well good for you I am glad to hear you have some type of balance... that is awesome! I wish I could say that

Now I just hope you reading this post doesn't make you conscious of those thoughts..LOL 

That don't mean I don't THINK about it but I don't think its a bad thing for me to think about it. Its important to me so I'm focused on it. Every day I think "have I gained the weight back?" "How much protein have i got?" "Did I get my water in?" "Have a stretched my pouch?" "Am I going to get plastics?" lol But I just keep it in prespective and never thought it was anythng wrong with it because when I wasn't thinking about it guess what? I gained 130 lbs. I will never do that again!

Shut up!!!! you gained 130 lbs??!!! Are you serious?? This wasn't when you had WLS right or was this prior to WLS? 

I gained 130 lbs over the course of about 3 years BEFORE WLS. I now look like I did in high school yo girl was fierce lol. But I always thought I was fat because I was a size 10 and the "pink" people I lived around was a size 0 or 2 so I never noticed the weight creep up because in my head I was already fat.

LOL okay got ya..i had the same issue... size 8 and called thunder thighs in high school..I didn't trip because na'an one of them could beat me up..LOL

I gained my weight with my first born.. a smooth 100! Went from 165 to 265... lost it and gained it back...hmmm all this right here is makin' me think of another question I should ask....LOL 

Too much!!  Prolly every waking moment!!  I try to work the thoughts in at least every millisecondSeriously, I really do have that same problem.  I am now wondering should I go back to the gym late tonight? What am I going to eat for din din and when??   WTH!  Its raining and shiot out here and I'm thinking about going for a run.  WTF!!!  And, I'm still tired from the 2 hour workout this morning for which my dumb ass payed $16 for parking in the garage.  The club does not validate after 8am and before 5pm. I hate *****assness

Hugs!

~Catt~

Cattttttttttttttttt girl its sickening isn't it?! I hate thinking about that mess... right now I am dwelling on how I wasted all my calories at work....I HATE this!!

I have to ask how you thinkin about going running in the rain..you must not have a weave....LOL