Question: How Often.....

 All the time..........it's really sad!!

Makes me wonder will we ever be happy with our size

I know I wont ever be happy with my size. I was just talking to toya this morning about how I have eaten so much that I am back up to 167 so damn close to 170. But yet so far from 362 and I am still fight that 362 pound fat girl inside of me over food. I wont tell Toya's business but she is smaller than I am and wasn't happy about gaining some weight as well and she is smaller than I am.......Mainly because she has 20 pounds of ta-tas(love you Toya)I 'm just jealous.

This thing is so mental that it will drive you crazy or make you kill somebody for questioning you about it.n Leave me alone today so I can sort this out...again sorry  

All day everyday, it consumes me, I never ever want to go back to where I came from.   I always think about what  I am going to eat, what workout I am going to do and how my I weigh.  My husband says I am obessed with my weight, now I was hoping it gets better the further out you are, but I guess if you stop thinking about it then you start slipping.

Actually I think it gets worse the further out you are... I wasn't this bad before... I think because I recently gained some weight it's become complusive

((((RoRo))))

Here lately it has been just about every dayum minute of the day because I am about the 2 years out and I wanted to be at goal.  Pastor Di gets on to me because I have been consumed by The Food Network lately wishing I could eat everything they are cooking there. 

Yeah Faith you are at that point, 2 years where you are REALLY going to be thinking about it!

ALL THE DAMN TIME. I hate it and it sucks.

That is the truth!! Major Suckage

And don't let me eat something that I wasn't suppose to eat...OMG I am a wreck for at least the next 5 hours!! 

All day everyday!  Still weighing myself everyday since my first surgery.  I'm glad I'm not alone.