Dilema-Who-Why
Lavender
on 2/10/09 6:39 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 6:39 am - Northern, CA
It appears that almost everyday there is something that happens that kinda of throughs me off my game per se.....
however, on today i can't take much more.....
i went to my car which is close to my office, i went to get my teenie shoes and i find a red rose on my front window and a yellow rose on my back window.....no note.... nothing......should i be flattered? NO I AM NOT.....
is it cute...NO....is this gesture suppose to make me happy....NO IT DOESN'T.....whoever it is....dammit i don't have time for games ****tttt i got enough crap to deal with besides some person putting flowers on my vehicle and i have NO FREAKING CLUE WHO IT IS......i just want to be left the fuckkkkk alone....AND NO IT AIN'T FROM MY HUSBAND....
signing off......sorry baf....i have been told i to hold stuff in sooooo here you have it I LET IT ALL OUT.
however, on today i can't take much more.....
i went to my car which is close to my office, i went to get my teenie shoes and i find a red rose on my front window and a yellow rose on my back window.....no note.... nothing......should i be flattered? NO I AM NOT.....
is it cute...NO....is this gesture suppose to make me happy....NO IT DOESN'T.....whoever it is....dammit i don't have time for games ****tttt i got enough crap to deal with besides some person putting flowers on my vehicle and i have NO FREAKING CLUE WHO IT IS......i just want to be left the fuckkkkk alone....AND NO IT AIN'T FROM MY HUSBAND....
signing off......sorry baf....i have been told i to hold stuff in sooooo here you have it I LET IT ALL OUT.
Lavender
on 2/10/09 7:13 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 7:13 am - Northern, CA
sis i have a headache....
omgggg dedeee i forgot about himmmm im in a new building and he workssss at the bldg across from me.....****tttt ****tt ****tt....no way...no way.......
omgggg dedeee i forgot about himmmm im in a new building and he workssss at the bldg across from me.....****tttt ****tt ****tt....no way...no way.......
Girl, that SOB is crazy....I would NOT put it pass him! Think....before you moved to that building...you DID NOT have those type of occurences......he is saying "my friend" (yellow rose) and "my love" (red rose)....put a black rose on that mfer car ~roll eyes~
Don't mek me come to Cali and drop-kick his bum asse!
Don't mek me come to Cali and drop-kick his bum asse!
I focus not on my disabilty; my focus is on my ABILITIES.
(Dedee, 2009)
My hearing impairment ENABLES me, not disables me.
(Dedee, 2008)
~Dedee
Lavender
on 2/10/09 7:26 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 7:26 am - Northern, CA
sis you know this kinda of makes sense....sighhhh
he didn't even cross my mind....now i am really going to be looking over my shoulder...i really don't need this ....
he didn't even cross my mind....now i am really going to be looking over my shoulder...i really don't need this ....
Lavender
on 2/10/09 7:46 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 7:46 am - Northern, CA
slipping out a laugh....leave the revolvers to you....you are so right because you know we don't have any here....not in my house.....
i will need to get some more pepper spray as i gave mine to my god daughter a while back and never replaced it. Thanks for the reminder!
smooches baby sis
i will need to get some more pepper spray as i gave mine to my god daughter a while back and never replaced it. Thanks for the reminder!
smooches baby sis
Lavender
on 2/10/09 7:16 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 7:16 am - Northern, CA
you know....i ran into him a couple a weeks ago....and he just sent me an email last week asking about if we were having a class reunion....hummmm but....no way sis remember HIS WIFE works here too.....good lawd i don't need this crap.
im so confused
im so confused
Lavender
on 2/10/09 7:31 am - Northern, CA
on 2/10/09 7:31 am - Northern, CA
thank you sweetie....i will....i needed that hug too! thanks!