Thank You

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone *****sponsed and talked with me on the backline I appreciate all the support. It just hurts so much I am crying while typing this but I know that God is going to get me through this and that  he knows the desires of my heart and he will bring it to pass in his time not mine. Please continue to pray for me because I know that I have to let this man go becuase its too hard to try and just have a friendship with someone you love. He has become such a daily part of my life and I cant iamgine not talking to him everyday but I have to do this to keep my sanity  because everytime I talk to him I imagine the future that I thought I was going to have with this man. Please pray for strength for me becuase I need it.

Sometimes it may be best to let that person go, if you can.  If that person is destined to be with you, they will be back--fate has a way of working like that.  If not, you know that it is possible to find a man who works well with you on all different levels...unfortunately, it wasn't THAT man. 

Keep ur head up. 

Uhhh...  Yeah.  What he said.

Uhh...Can't you continue to be AUTHENTIC...and not ditto what D said, Double AA? C'mon now, that so is NOT you, love! LOL!!!  (although D did make a valid point...)

You know we are used to hearing the Double AA version of stuff...don't go co-signing, cuz dat ain't you!

DD

Ay Yo, Donna...

BabyGirl was in pain and the last thing she needs is one of my patented off the wall comments when she was feeling the way that she did this a.m.  So I let her slide with my usual BS and since DAlexis was so poignant I figured I'd let her be.  But here goes one anyway:



Hey CP,

Keep ya head up, Sis.  Some niccas just ain't worth the sh*t they are full of. 

Are you SURE you are not my uncle posting under someone else name??? I SWEAR that is EXACTLY what he would have say.. Some niccas just ain't worth the sh*t they are full of. 

Whatchu talkin 'bout, Rhonda???

WOW!!! I had a break and I just took 45 minutes and read your Blog. For some reason I was just captured. You have a wonderful and FULL Life, OMG. Sometimes when we are in the middle of a thing we can't see it's beauty. You have supportive family and friends, you are Loved and you Love, you travel and have a very active life, you are involved in activities and have a social life, you have a great career going for you...WOW!


I'mma say this and I hope it does not offend you, but if you want unconditional Love in Your Life and you feel that clock ticking...adopt an infant...or have a child (don't look down on artificial insemination, I think it is a "tool" just like WLS.) Anyway, I hope you keep writing because I enjoy reading your writing. LOL


PS:  You look Great!

Thank You a lot has changed in my life since I last wrong some things good and something bad. I am just feeling lonely right now and very vulnerable. I do want kids but I want marriage more than kids so I am in no real hurry for that.