My Confession/Redempton
On February 1, 2009 at 6:31 AM Pacific Time, #1 Mack Mama wrote:
Dude - you KNOW you want a burger or a steak - why is you STILL frontin??? Gon bite that burger.... Atkins wasn't ALL WRONG!!!!! LMAOOOOOODude - I feel you on the back on track - I am just now firmly back to what makes sense myself - new weight program and I stopped inhaling carbs like a hoover! LOL
You've done it before - put your mind to it (no matter how small it is - hehehehehe) and GET TO IT!!!!!
Do you need some encouragement MACK style???????
LOL!!!!
THESE WINTER MONTHS DONE HAD MY WORKOUTS ON HIATUS FOR REAL!
I AM SERIOUSLY BACK ON TRACK CAUSE I AM DETERMINED TO GET TO MY GO OFF 210 AND STAY THERE DAMMIT! LOL! LOSE WEIGHT OR DIE TRYIN! LOL! WELL A FIRM KICK IN THE ASS MACK STYLE WOULD BE NICE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, BUT GOD KNOWS I KNOW WHAT I GOTTA DO TO TURN THIS AROUND, AND IT WILL HAPPEN! THANKS MM!! I KNEW U HAD A LOVING HEART UNDER ALL OF THAT CRAZINESS AND FOOLISHNESS!!! LMAO!
"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!
"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
Crazy I will accept.... foolish??? Moi??? NEVER!!!! LMAOOOOO
Like-ens I said - I UNDERSTAND. Being that be were both 'heavyweights' - I got a unique bond with you - cause we both know how hard as hell we worked to turn superhuge into somthingkindanormal.
Since I'm feeling all magnamonious and shiot.... I'll open up a bit. I am still at 188-190. I had gotten down to 176 during the height of the Wagon - but I was only doing the eating part. As soon as I got back in the gym - it went haywire. I was all the way back to 190 and a couple days at 192 when I was about ready to find a bridge and jump!!!! Ain't no mother****** WAY Imma see 200 on a scale again unless it's weighing how much my braids COST to get done........
Anyway - I decided #1 - I am going to STOP obsessing over hitting 175. BUT I will never stop obsessing over NOT hitting 200.......
#2 - I have a FITNESS goal - not a weight goal. With my new weight lifting program, I have lbs numbers I want to be able to lift - so I am focused on THAT - not the weight.
#3 - I am doing my measurements. Yea - corny - cause nobody ever wants to give a **** about measurements - but with the weight program, I want some other numerical assurance I am on point.
So - I started this about two weeks ago - and at the time I was pushing 192-190 now it's 188-190. Slow and steady wins the race - another corny thing but Imma be watching you to make sure you don't get frustrated with the #s and that you stay HONEST to the process!!!!!!
I got my EYE on you!!!!!!!!
Like-ens I said - I UNDERSTAND. Being that be were both 'heavyweights' - I got a unique bond with you - cause we both know how hard as hell we worked to turn superhuge into somthingkindanormal.
Since I'm feeling all magnamonious and shiot.... I'll open up a bit. I am still at 188-190. I had gotten down to 176 during the height of the Wagon - but I was only doing the eating part. As soon as I got back in the gym - it went haywire. I was all the way back to 190 and a couple days at 192 when I was about ready to find a bridge and jump!!!! Ain't no mother****** WAY Imma see 200 on a scale again unless it's weighing how much my braids COST to get done........
Anyway - I decided #1 - I am going to STOP obsessing over hitting 175. BUT I will never stop obsessing over NOT hitting 200.......
#2 - I have a FITNESS goal - not a weight goal. With my new weight lifting program, I have lbs numbers I want to be able to lift - so I am focused on THAT - not the weight.
#3 - I am doing my measurements. Yea - corny - cause nobody ever wants to give a **** about measurements - but with the weight program, I want some other numerical assurance I am on point.
So - I started this about two weeks ago - and at the time I was pushing 192-190 now it's 188-190. Slow and steady wins the race - another corny thing but Imma be watching you to make sure you don't get frustrated with the #s and that you stay HONEST to the process!!!!!!
I got my EYE on you!!!!!!!!
I don't just have issues, I have subscriptions! I'm saving on the newsstand price.......
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On February 1, 2009 at 7:30 AM Pacific Time, #1 Mack Mama wrote:
Crazy I will accept.... foolish??? Moi??? NEVER!!!! LMAOOOOOLike-ens I said - I UNDERSTAND. Being that be were both 'heavyweights' - I got a unique bond with you - cause we both know how hard as hell we worked to turn superhuge into somthingkindanormal.
Since I'm feeling all magnamonious and shiot.... I'll open up a bit. I am still at 188-190. I had gotten down to 176 during the height of the Wagon - but I was only doing the eating part. As soon as I got back in the gym - it went haywire. I was all the way back to 190 and a couple days at 192 when I was about ready to find a bridge and jump!!!! Ain't no mother****** WAY Imma see 200 on a scale again unless it's weighing how much my braids COST to get done........
Anyway - I decided #1 - I am going to STOP obsessing over hitting 175. BUT I will never stop obsessing over NOT hitting 200.......
#2 - I have a FITNESS goal - not a weight goal. With my new weight lifting program, I have lbs numbers I want to be able to lift - so I am focused on THAT - not the weight.
#3 - I am doing my measurements. Yea - corny - cause nobody ever wants to give a **** about measurements - but with the weight program, I want some other numerical assurance I am on point.
So - I started this about two weeks ago - and at the time I was pushing 192-190 now it's 188-190. Slow and steady wins the race - another corny thing but Imma be watching you to make sure you don't get frustrated with the #s and that you stay HONEST to the process!!!!!!
I got my EYE on you!!!!!!!!
WE HASRE THE SAME MINDSET ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS LIKE FOR M2 250LBS. IS NOT AN OPTION IN NO WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM YA FEEL ME?! THE HIGHEST I GOT WAS 246LBS., AND THE LOWEST WAS 224LBS.!!!! I WANNA LOSE INCHES AND WEIGHT, AND I GOT MY MIND SET, AND THAT'S IT UNDER ANY CIR****TANCES WILL FAIL!!! I REFUSE TO BE HEAVY EVER AGAIN IN THE SUMMERTIME! SO IMMA NEED ENCOURAGEMENT FROM U AND MY ABF FAMILY, AND I WILL GIVE YOU A SWIFT VERBAL KICK IN THE ASS FROM TIME TO TIME!!!!"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
Mine *****
on 1/31/09 10:57 pm, edited 2/1/09 1:22 am
on 1/31/09 10:57 pm, edited 2/1/09 1:22 am
Congratulations on getting back in order. You have plenty of support here. Best wishes to you!!!!!!!!!!!
The question that I am asked most often:
Is that your hair??????
A Phenomenal Woman who doesn't have to Ego Trip to Still Rise: Pretty women often wonder where my secret lies...I am a woman, phenomenally....that's me!!!!!
Is that your hair??????A Phenomenal Woman who doesn't have to Ego Trip to Still Rise: Pretty women often wonder where my secret lies...I am a woman, phenomenally....that's me!!!!! On February 1, 2009 at 6:57 AM Pacific Time, Sweet Peachey Princess wrote:
Congratulations on getting back in order. You have plent of support here. Best wishes to you!!!!!!!!!!!"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
Mine *****
on 2/1/09 1:23 am
on 2/1/09 1:23 am
Thanks for the compliment. I am trying to increase my picture taking ability.......lol...not quite wife beater status though.
The question that I am asked most often:
Is that your hair??????
A Phenomenal Woman who doesn't have to Ego Trip to Still Rise: Pretty women often wonder where my secret lies...I am a woman, phenomenally....that's me!!!!!
Is that your hair??????A Phenomenal Woman who doesn't have to Ego Trip to Still Rise: Pretty women often wonder where my secret lies...I am a woman, phenomenally....that's me!!!!! 
On February 1, 2009 at 7:07 AM Pacific Time, Ms Robyn wrote:
Welcome back to the grind D we all have our moments if no one else can do it you can
"CONAN STATUS"
let me know when you reach this I need to see what that looks like 
CAMERA *****NESS I'm sure Khayla is happy you took a break from your camera *****ness snapin photos of you is a job
ROBYN BECAUSE U ARE MY GURL I AM NOT GONNA LET YOUR ASS HAVE IT ON BAF TODAY! YOU GET A FREE PASS TODAY!
THANKS FOR THAT VOTE OF CONFIDENCE ROBYN, AND TODAY I AM GONNA DO A LOT AT THE GYM TODAY BEFORE THE SUPERBOWL COMES ON. NOW THE CONAN STATUS IS GONNA BE OFF THE CHAIN TRUST ME!!! GET YOUR MIND RIGHT FOR THAT CAUSE THAT MAY BE TOO HOT FOR BAF!!!
LMAO! ALSO MY NIECE KHAYLA 90 DAY PROBATION PERIOD FOR BEING MY PHOTOGRAPHER MAY BE JUST ABOUT OVER! LOL! I MAY GET HER AN INTERSHIP WITH SOME PROFESSIONALS CAUSE I WANT HER TO LEARN FROM THE BEST CAUSE MY NEXT PICS THAT I POST ON BAF MAY BE DONE PROFESSIONALLY!!!! ALSO KHAYLA CAN'T TAKE THE GROWN FOLKS PICS THAT I WANT TAKEN LOL!
"CONAN STATUS"
let me know when you reach this I need to see what that looks like CAMERA *****NESS I'm sure Khayla is happy you took a break from your camera *****ness snapin photos of you is a job
ROBYN BECAUSE U ARE MY GURL I AM NOT GONNA LET YOUR ASS HAVE IT ON BAF TODAY! YOU GET A FREE PASS TODAY!
THANKS FOR THAT VOTE OF CONFIDENCE ROBYN, AND TODAY I AM GONNA DO A LOT AT THE GYM TODAY BEFORE THE SUPERBOWL COMES ON. NOW THE CONAN STATUS IS GONNA BE OFF THE CHAIN TRUST ME!!! GET YOUR MIND RIGHT FOR THAT CAUSE THAT MAY BE TOO HOT FOR BAF!!!LMAO! ALSO MY NIECE KHAYLA 90 DAY PROBATION PERIOD FOR BEING MY PHOTOGRAPHER MAY BE JUST ABOUT OVER! LOL! I MAY GET HER AN INTERSHIP WITH SOME PROFESSIONALS CAUSE I WANT HER TO LEARN FROM THE BEST CAUSE MY NEXT PICS THAT I POST ON BAF MAY BE DONE PROFESSIONALLY!!!! ALSO KHAYLA CAN'T TAKE THE GROWN FOLKS PICS THAT I WANT TAKEN LOL!"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
Yea......you need to take your own advice lil dude and get back on that horse!!! Whatchu tell me.....THIS IS NOT A GAME!!! But fa real you have come so far and really transformed yourself into the body you are today!! I'm sure you'll be self portrait whoring again in no time!! 
~Shani~
I've been pudgy, chubby, thick, and now fat........Imma give thin a go round!!!
SW-262, size 18W, 5'6"
CW-168 1/15/2010
GW-162
94 Lbs down...6 more to go...changed goal to see Onderland for a hot second!
On February 1, 2009 at 10:49 AM Pacific Time, Star Jones wrote:
Yea......you need to take your own advice lil dude and get back on that horse!!! Whatchu tell me.....THIS IS NOT A GAME!!! But fa real you have come so far and really transformed yourself into the body you are today!! I'm sure you'll be self portrait whoring again in no time!! YOU ARE SO RIGHT THIS IS NOT A GAME CAUSE THE BODY WILL TELL YOUR MIND TO BE CONTENT WITH THE RESULTS THAT YOU HAVE, BUT YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THAT GOOD HEALTH IS A LIFE COMMITMENT, AND THAT U ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT THE OUTCOME OF HOW YOUR BODY LOOKS AND FEELS LIL DUDE!!! THANKS SHANI WITH YO CRAZY AZZ FOR THAT BAF LOVE!"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
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