Frustrated (long)
Arrrrrgh ok I am frustrated out of my weee little mind. Need some support have to stay focused and on point.
I didn't get in the workouts I had hoped this weekend. I did a killer workout on Friday, felt good.
Saturday I could only do abs and calves....then we did walk all over the place several miles.
Yesterday nothing and that has my mind tight.
Today I went in and gave it 110% but, I am feeling like a failure. I am being serious. I am giving everything I have physically to change my body and more than what I have emotionally to relax and try to enjoy it. But, I feel like I could have tried harder to get in some sort of workout. I could have done better.
I am having a ****ty day because I can't stop the stinking thinking and start seeing what's good. I have no clue what's going on I am usually able to kick my own self into gear but not today just feeling blue. I needed to vent and to see what do you guys do when your own self talk is cheap and you can't get out of your head.
~Maxine
I didn't get in the workouts I had hoped this weekend. I did a killer workout on Friday, felt good.
Saturday I could only do abs and calves....then we did walk all over the place several miles.
Yesterday nothing and that has my mind tight.
Today I went in and gave it 110% but, I am feeling like a failure. I am being serious. I am giving everything I have physically to change my body and more than what I have emotionally to relax and try to enjoy it. But, I feel like I could have tried harder to get in some sort of workout. I could have done better.
I am having a ****ty day because I can't stop the stinking thinking and start seeing what's good. I have no clue what's going on I am usually able to kick my own self into gear but not today just feeling blue. I needed to vent and to see what do you guys do when your own self talk is cheap and you can't get out of your head.
~Maxine
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
You are doin so well, it is that very drive that got you were you are. Maybe offer to pull someone and personally train hem for free, it motivates you and you pay it forward ... maybe you do this already I dont know ... just a thought ... sometimes helping others motivates me ....
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~ Yet Pressing ~
I am going to try to be as supportive as i can... look in the mirror and look how far you have come...look at how much you have changed your body.... you have gotten from over 300 pounds down to the ones.... missing one day of exercise just allowed your body the one day of rest it needed to to pump you up for today. besides yesterday is in the pass and im sure your work out today made up for it. so dont be frustrated your doing WONDERFUL work!!!
My life is like McDonalds....I'm Lovin It
Maxine,
Not to sound like a cliche, but when you fall off a bike, or a horse or anything, what do you do? You get back on. No sense in kicking yourself, hon. Just re-dedicate yourself. Trust me, you will be fine. By the way, great progress.
Not to sound like a cliche, but when you fall off a bike, or a horse or anything, what do you do? You get back on. No sense in kicking yourself, hon. Just re-dedicate yourself. Trust me, you will be fine. By the way, great progress.
"When Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, he wept for there were no more worlds to conquer." Plutach. Not true, for there are always more worlds to conquer.
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MAXINE WE ALL HAVE THOSE DAYS, BUT LOOK INTO THOSE MIRRORS IN YOUR HOUSE AND TRIP OFF YOUR REFELCTION, AND HOW FAR U HAVE COME! YOU HAVE WORKED THE HELL OUT OF YOUR TOOL! EVEN GOT YOUR BOY TRYNA STEP HIS GAME UP!!!! LOL! NOW U ARE HUMAN, AND EVEN THE BODY HAS IT'S LIMITS, AND I AM SURE THAT U WILL TRANSFER IT INTO WHAT U WANT IT TO BE, BUT U KNOW AS WELL AS I DO PERFECTION TAKES TIME. WE ALL LOVE U AND KNOW THAT U ARE DOING THE DAMN THING, AND I THNK I CAN SPEAK FOR THE WHOLE BAF FAM, AND SAY THAT WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!
"STOP MAKING EXCUSES, AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!
"I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BLESSER THAN THE BLESSINGS CAUSE WITH HIM I HAVE EVERYTHING."
"MAKE SURE YOU SPEAK SUCCESS FOR YOUR WLS INTO EXISTENCE EVERYDAY."
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