DAY 57 P90X PLUS, I AM TIRED, TIRED,

That is great your enjoying the elliptical machine Joyce,  if it keeps you going that is great.  I hate when I do a workout I don't like it makes it so long and boring. 

Keep it up. 

I sure will nothing in the world will slow me down from this I'm on a misson, out of this world to prove something to self that I know that I can do..I was looking at some pictures of me the other day when I was 120lbs. in my 30's...I don't want to see 120lbs. again but I sure would love to see 150-160's... would mak me really happy.. I use  to be in this fat club at work....We had to put in 20 dollars a month... and whomever that  lost the most weight  by Dec. 1st...... would get the money... I watch the women go throught the laxative, and the water pills and when we would go weigh in once a week I just knew that I wasn't going to win... Because I was only losing maybe 2 lbs a week from working out and walking.... The last night when we were going to do the last  weigh in.. I'm standing on the scale with my coat and shoes on, the lady that was holding the money said Joyce take off your coat like everyone else did.. I just knew that I had lost but I won the Pot... They were looking at me like what the hell.. I wasn't even going to weigh in because  I knew they were shyting and ******g and eating salads every minute of the day... and my 2lbs a week was steady...One of the ladies that was doing the laxatives had gained 15lbs.. I laughed because she was the one that just knew she had won the pot.. You hang in there to Lee, if one thing that you have shown me is that you are persistent and driven..Just get rid of the sweets and you will be allright..I bought so much diet food yesterday but when I got up to that counter. Those dayum Pecan, clusters  was calling my name.. I got one bag and I put it in the freezer... As if I want be going down there to get them on one of my crazy days.

Hi Lee.  I'm still recuperating so taking it easy.  I doubt I'll be going out today, we've got a serious snow storm here and driving a sports car/convertable is not making me eager to get out.  I was supposed to meet with friends tonight but doubt I'll make it.

Rather than give up your love of M&M's entirely have you thought about incorperatign half a pack into your diet each day?

Oh sure Michelle - next you will tell crack addicts how to incorporate crack back into their daily routine.... "Just smoke HALF a rock rather than give up rocks altogether....." 

Look you!  The difference is as food addicts we HAVE to partake, crack addicts, smokers, alcoholics-that **** be different.  And if half the rock gets ou the same high...

Hey Michelle

I don't have it in me to eat half a bag of M&M's and giving them to Becca won't help either cause I will just force her to tell me where they are  LOL.  She gets mad and will say forget you go get them ****** or something similar. 

I am going to try again on Sunday to start over, it's such a bad demon for me.  I need a excorist (sp)

Lee, have you ever consider adjustable weights so that you dont have to keep buying weights when you are ready to go up??

I got up this morning, put my skates in my back pack and walk to the skating rink (5 mile), skated for 2 hours and then walked back home.  I am feeling tired but really good today.

I have so much money invested in weights now it would be fruitless for me to get the adjustable ones unless they came in really heavy weight.  I'm going to check into it though and see.

Sell what you have and get you some adjustable weights...the one that I have each weight can be dial up to 100 pounds, I consider that really heavy weight.

That is a great idea,  I'm going to look into it.    Thanks for the tip LaVerne.