I just can't take anymore...

In the past month I have...

had to get routine repairs done to my truck (tire, brakes, belts, and more) to the tune of $1400

my daughter defaulted on her credit card that I co-signed for and although it's now paid off, they revoked her card and it's on my previously flawless credit report

my son learned his girlfriend is pregnant

my son's contractor layed him off

my son got into a HORRIBLE car accident, had PS on his face and is permanently scared...but HE was at fault in his Dad's car/insurance

my son's GF was in the car accident and just lost the baby

I found out I'm going to be furloughed from work (thanks Gov O'Malley) and will also have a reduction in pay for 6 months and there's probably more to come as the MD budget is AWFUL and layoffs are a real possibility in the future

my Mom had to have emergency surgery for a hernia

I got my heart broken by a man...first time I ever hurt like this over a Dude

OH YEAH and I got up at 1am (not that I was asleep anyway because I have NOT slept on almost 2 weeks) and as I walked into my downstairs hallway I went through an inch of WATER...pipe clogged where the washing machine dumps out and water was in my downstairs bathroom/laundry and all in my kitchen


I - JUST - CAN'T - TAKE- ANYMORE!!!!!! 

I'm sorry I tried to stay positive through all of this...

Thank GOD I was able to get the truck repairs taken care of with a credit card...I sure didn't have the cash laying around

Me, my daughter, and G-baby have our health

My son, his GF, and the other driver he hit all lived through that accident...wounds heal and we will pull together as a family to get through this

Mom is healing well and is now back at her house (she was staying with me for a few days so I could help her out)

I still have a job

Time will mend my broken heart

As long as I don't use the washing machine I should be ok till I can get the pipe cleared out (sure can't afford a plumber)



I'm the "rock" of the family but where is my rock and strength...I've been on my knees praying and praying and I just need this to end.

MERRY ******G CHRISTMAS TO ME

Please have a safe and joyous Christmas and Happy New Year...and if you could pray for me and my family we greatly appreciate it


I think I will be having an adult beverage as I start all my cooking tonight...oh yeah everyone is coming to my house for dinner tomorrow

I just want to encourage you to hang in there.  I know it looks bleek right now and it seems you just can't catch a break.  I'm going through as well BUT I had to realize that there is ALWAYS someone worse off than me.  Just remember, you are alive, you have your health, your family is doing fine, you could have been planning a funeral right now, etc. the list goes on...  Put it in God's hands.  I too think this is a crappy time for so many in my family, but I am the ROCK, so if I fall, then what happens?  Stay focused and I do wish you a very joyous holiday season and a very properous New Year. 

You are NOT alone.  You are never alone.  He walks with you.  He talks with you and He guides your footsteps....

Oh yeah, and MEN, they come and go....  You will find that perfect person for you someday....    Stay strong......

Kim

Thank you Kim

I REALLY am trying to stay positive and I know it could be worse...I'm still blessed in so many ways. Although my family gets on my last nerve....I can't wait to have my house filled with the laughter, jokes, hugs, and LOVE We are still family and pull together in trying times...I'm just having a hard time staying strong and not breaking down in front of anyone

WOW - sorry to hear you going  through it - but you see the 'sunny' side..... why do mofos call it that?  It ain't sunny at ALLL!!!!! 

Keep on truckin - that's what WE do - I am the rock too - I don't remember signing UP to be the mofoin rock - but that's the job - keep on keepin on.......

WOW...look at that HOTT #1MM new avatar

Yeah who the hell signed my azz uo to be the damn rock anyway It's a thankless job huh!


Thank you...your words mean a LOT to me.

NOW...I'm going back to being a hrad azz ***** who handles men "properly" NO MORE FEELINGS...F that...it's overrated

Aww - thanks suga!  I was getting HARASSED by some folk ~cuts eyes at Rhonda, DeDee~  about that 8 ball so I finally found a pic.....

I tell you - this rock shiot is for the BIRDS!!!!!  I can't believe I missed the sign up to be the 'Weak ***** who can't handle **** on her own so everybody supports her so she ain't gotta do nothing'..... NO WAY I missed that line!!!!  lol.  I think that **** was voted on - I want a RECOUNT!!!!!  hahahahahha - this is some bullshiot - thankless and PAYLESS ass job!!!!!  

I promise you I STILL scratch my head tryna figure out how LAZY, TRIFLIN *****es land men who take GOOD care of they ass..... I will give you a holla when I figure THAT shiot out.......

ummm - say man, don't go TOO hard..... feelings actually ain't overrated..... LOVE is a wonderful thing WITH the RIGHT mofo...........

But till YOU ready - HANDLE UP!!!!!! 

You know what....you said nothing but the truth right there...HOW IN DA HELL do these chicks get good Dudes and treat those mugs like crap but they stay with them HEFFAS!!! I mean WTF...damn don't a good man want a GOOD WOMAN...maybe I need to change my game up

(((((Ya Ya))))   for you and your family!

I feel you on that 'rock of the family" thing!  They fail to realize that sometimes we need to lean on somebody too!

Yep...but even with all the crazy crap going on...I can't wait to get that food on the table tomorrow and have my peeps in my home.

Thank you...and keep that beautiful smile on your face woman

OMG YAYA...here's a HUG from me I hope all gets well in your life SOONER rather than later.