Relationship stuff...need advice

I will. I will strive for that. I think every time I show her anger...I'm just losing myself because I'm not a naturally angry person. I just need to walk away...I shouldve walked away a long time ago.

Girl, it's hard to find a good church even when you're straight. 

God is love.  Don't let them chase you away from your church if you are happy going there.  If most of the congregation there are good people and you enjoy being with them, you would be further isolating yourself and cutting off your support system.   

It amazes me how people can mess over somebody and then think you should just get over it just because they say they're sorry. 

I've been thinking about going back. Or at the very least making a genuine attempt to find another church. I'm feeling kinda lost about that.

And your right people do think the word sorry is a lot stronger than it is.