surgery bonus:i feel so damn foxy!
hey eer'body
I am going to be 5 months post op come the 29th, and while i dont post much, i just wanted to let ya'll know....
I HAD NOOO IDEA THIS surgery had this "DAMN YOU CUTE GIRL" after effect... and boy does it feel good!
i actually see a waist, neck muscles(i didnt know i had a damn neck!), some defined shoulders, collar bones *COLLAR BONES SON!!*(thats the brooklyn in me lol) i have cheek bones, and yo man i damn near scared myself i though something was wrong, i actually felt hip bones comin thru! now by no means am i down to goal, i am currently between 189-191 lbs(depending on how my daggone scale wants to real me at the time)... i would share some other more intimate details but i'm a lady (teehee) but i am amazed and i actually cannot stay out the mirrornow! before i was deathly afraid of the mirror, and would run past it and just was not a very confident person.... its just amaazing
if for this alone.... the surgery was a success!
whatchall got to say about that?
I am going to be 5 months post op come the 29th, and while i dont post much, i just wanted to let ya'll know....
I HAD NOOO IDEA THIS surgery had this "DAMN YOU CUTE GIRL" after effect... and boy does it feel good!
i actually see a waist, neck muscles(i didnt know i had a damn neck!), some defined shoulders, collar bones *COLLAR BONES SON!!*(thats the brooklyn in me lol) i have cheek bones, and yo man i damn near scared myself i though something was wrong, i actually felt hip bones comin thru! now by no means am i down to goal, i am currently between 189-191 lbs(depending on how my daggone scale wants to real me at the time)... i would share some other more intimate details but i'm a lady (teehee) but i am amazed and i actually cannot stay out the mirrornow! before i was deathly afraid of the mirror, and would run past it and just was not a very confident person.... its just amaazing
if for this alone.... the surgery was a success!
whatchall got to say about that?
You are so funny.... I feel you though i have been finding bones and stuff on my body i didnt know i had either. I hadnt seen my waist line in about 20years...lol... But you should feel good about yourself. Keep on telling yourself you look good, and looking in that mirror, aint nothing wrong with that. I'm glad you arent afraid of that mirror anymore cuz you are a beautiful person
i'm not gonna lie.... and God forgive me for this feeling.... i feel like going back to a few a-holes in my life(including the ex) and stuntin on em! but ah i digress.... that wouldnt be right, and then ultimately they may not care. Ah i pray i dont get a big head,(figuratively and literally), and just remain grounded.... but they are some kind of motivation.... AHHHH is this petty?
I felt that way for the first time Friday night. I got dressed up for my hubby's Christmas Party and I didn't even recognize the woman in the mirror and I thought "She's beautiful". I got soooo many compliments that night and so many people didn't even know who I was. I felt really special for a little while that night.