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I passed by no LESS than 10 stores that had candybars I wanted to buy..... kept my car rolling......

I resisted the urge to rape my OWN candy jar at work - just stocked it up and kept walking......

I did NOT allow myself to not pack my gym bag for today - I needed to wash my gym clothes so I got up at 5:30 and put them mugs in the dryer after loading the washer at 10pm last night. 

I am still gaining a pound a day - but I ain't giving up the fight!!!!!!!

So, uh, MM, how often do you feel the urge to violate your candy jar; make it feel cheep and dirty? 

LOL!!!  I have been abusing that jar for a while - just all nassy with it and shiot!!!  LMAO

I been leaving it alone the last couple weeks tho - on to plan B - get my coworkers to eat enough to blow the **** up then i won't feel so big.......

It's Day 2 with no coffee - I have the shakes, but I resisted.

Threw out the rest of my cheesecake (that was so painful, but I did it)

Sipping on my water, no snacking!

I wish you luck on the no coffee, I said I was going to try to go a month without coffee but then I thought, why torment myself like that, I only have one cup a day, surely that cant be too bad

i did not go to mickey d's this morning for my egg mcmuffin add bacon and my large diet dr pepper
I had my slimfast low carb shake.
i am sitting here right next to my bag of hershey kisses with almonds and I have not had one, I am going to take them to the living room for whoever will eat them
I am about to get my water down.

You know what.....

I've fell off the bus a few times here. I have already ate candy a few times this morning but I got a plan now!!!

1. Buy candy for the old ladies desk behind mine that I don't like (I hate laffy taffy so I just stocked her desk w/ it)

2. leave all cash at home; don't bring in $$ w/ me to avoid the vending machine

3. bring snacks and leave them in the fridge at work (got a bananna & chex mix to eat on my breaks)

4. Speak overmyself remind myself and stay focused 24HOURS!!

I realize that i'm going to fall off; however I must make it must to always get back up and do what I have to do. Like someone told me i've come too far!!! However I got so far to go. Its all good cuz i'm gonna get this done and get it in. I didn't make it to the gym this morning but i'm going tonight when I get off. Then I'm going back in the morning as well!!!!!

I'M GETTING IT IN!!!!!!

Someone offered me a bottle of vodka...I only drank a lil bit.

Someone gave me a snifter of brandy.  I sipped it slowly.

Someone gave me an espresso brownie...i waited till I got my Starbucks skim  latte before eating it. 

Actually STOPPING to eat when I feel full.  That is a hard thing to do since this was my lifestyle for 36 years.  Hubby brought home chicken for dinner yesterday...a 3 piece wing meal for me.  I could only eat 1 wing and 1/2, 1 potatoe wedge and none of the bread.  I will try and have th remainder for dinner tonight.