Thank You #1 Mack Mama and BAF

Roxy2974
on 12/4/08 6:58 pm - Austell, GA

I was so disgusted with myself and this fat that is consuming me, I was beating myself up and just feeling low. I expressed it to my Mom and I think I made her feel bad but who else could I express this to? Who would understand what I am feeling? I don't have any "REAL" girlfriends where I can be so open with my feelings but yet I came on to OH b/c I just feel good being here. Well, I truly believe everything happens for a reason and I swear I think #1 Mack Mama's post was meant for me to see that I am not the only person leaning on the wall…lol…And that I need to keep doing my research and don't pu**** back saying next week, next month, next year I need to get my fat ass in gear and handle my business so I can soon be like those of you who posted and reassured me that YES, this is what I am going through but I can do something to change my life and allow me to stop being so damn disgusted with myself and this damn demon that is taking over my body. U know I was always the hip fat girl who was like I am big beautiful & loving it and YES I was and I am but my Fat has truly gotten out of control, I just don't know how the hell I woke up damn near 400lbs, hell 4 more pounds and I will be. I just needed to let this out so I could breathe.

Faith *
on 12/4/08 7:00 pm

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Your BAFamily is here to support you.

People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas. ~Author Unknown

Inspire
on 12/4/08 7:09 pm

Yessss! There is something very freeing in learning we all have/had the wall in common!!

This is why I love BAF....the commonality of it all.

We are here for you, sis. Wooooooosah and breathe.

(deactivated member)
on 12/4/08 7:19 pm - Toledo, OH

RNY on 12/06/06

Awwww hugz!!!!
I wish you the best, I have no doubts you will get to where you want to be.

# 1 MACK_MAMA
on 12/4/08 8:07 pm

Seee suga - THIS right here is why I KEEP doin what I do - mofos think I am crazy for tellin the things I tell - but I KNOW there are more 'leaners' out there - and knowing it is not just you is one of the best things in the world - cause you know it can be fixed!!!!!

Keep working on you - and do what you need to do to get YOU right!!!! We are here for you!!!!!

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GorgeousIsa
on 12/4/08 8:13 pm - Philly-delphia, PA

RNY on 12/15/08

It is a VERY hard struggle as you know...but keep your head held high and while you are on the journey try to understand that no matter if you are 400 lbs or 150 lbs, you are still a beautiful person inside and out...

HIGH-294CURRENT-151 GOAL-150LBS GONE-143LBS 2 GO-1 (Last weigh in 7/14) Platics Done: Breast Reduction (5/14) Extended Tummy Tuck w/ Anchor & Brachioplasty (5/29)