im shocked and nervous at the same time

im actually losing weight/inches and i simply can't believe it.......

why am i scared? scared that the weight won't go away with the revision  i was well informed that the weightloss won't be like the initial surgery....so i didn't get my hopes up....but,

i am sitting here drinking my green tea...cuz it is chilling in bay area today....but, i see a skinny face....loose clothes....and i FEEL GREAT PHYSICALLY....i was in so much pain for so long that i didn't know what it felt like to not be in pain.....and YES.....I AM OFF PAIN MEDS....i was hooked on them .....doctor knew and so did i......but seriously i am free from that crap...besides it didn't take care of the pain.....i think it only help me mentally....but, i am still certified but atleast i can admit it

anywho, i wanted to thank all of you who prayed for me and just let me vent when i was down and out.....

still keep me on your pray list i want the scale to continue to go down....i really want to be at goaal or atleast near it!

Good!! I'm happy to hear you are doing well..and i think they say the first part of recovery or success some ole bs is admitting you crazy..see its all good..as long as you know you crazy..we just have to get everyone else to accept it..they all knew already..lol..they just didnt want to accept it..lol....

and there is no cure..........girl i know i am looney...but HAPPY at least today i am!!!

i am so cracking up at you!!!!

((((((Lav)))))) I gotcha boo!!

thank you!!!!! for all your support!!!!

Glad to hear you are feeling better girlie!  Yes, I'm  Shhhhh...don't tell nobody. I'm shol glad I'm not married no mo cuz the last crazy fool would have surely tried to have me committed.

Smooches!

~Catt~

i'm hoping my 3 men don't lock my self up....

IT IS COLD  ....ARE YOU COLD GIRL?  why am i shouting at you....lol

hey lady!  Glad you are doing well - I feel you on the hooked thing - my dayum doc spotted my drug seekin azz a mile away!  LOL

Keep on doin you - and don't sabatoge yourself! 

thanks MM...you said it.....sabatoge....why does that happen.....i'm doing well but, you hit the nail on the head that is my fear that "I, ME...NOBODY ELSE" will ruin it for myself...now that is some ****tttznit....

i had to break down and buy me some clothes  and i still can't believe i am losing....

girl.....vicodin ain't no joke......serious....i was poppin them like candy!!!!

LOVE YOUR DRESS...FIERCE

congrads on all your success. 


and you are so right "vicodin" is no joke.........................I was on the liquid and had to stop......I was ready to get everyone I knew to get me prescription refills.