MY SURGERY IS WEEKS FROM TODAY!!!
You are in great hands with Dr. Kerien. I will be praying for a smooth surgery for you. I was also very nervous for my daughter being left without me before surgey. But I figured if I didn't have the surgery ,I could die anytime form a heart attack or have a stroke and not be there for her either. It is a natural thing to worry about our children and the what ifs. He will be better off with a healthy mommy and you can teach him to ride a bike and play baseball at your new healthy weight. I know these are not words of wisdom. I just wanted to let you know that it is completely normal to feel this way.
Melissa