What was (is) the worst thing/s about being overweight?
on 8/2/18 7:44 pm
There are many horrible things, emotional and physical both. For me, I look back on what I was doing to my body and I've posted things off and on about what I would eat. Here is an example of any typical day towards the end when I was "done" with living. I figured I was ready to leave the world and had my way out, so I didn't care.
A typical day during that time was once a day fast food, big orders, Dr. Pepper. Several cans of soda. Stopping by the dollar store for king size candy bars, consuming several of them in a day, 1-2 large bags of chips usually with dip, a whole package of my favorite cookies (Golden Oreo's) with milk of course, because I wasn't a monster, PLUS three square meals a day and usually part of the leftovers. Is it any wonder I weighed nearly 500 pounds? No. I was eating my emotions and hoping to not wake up the next day.
I am so happy you are feeling better now. Keep taking care of yourself. I know you have a great future ahead of you, Mersh!!
Laura in Texas
53 years old; 5'7" tall; HW: 339 (BMI=53); GW: 140 CW: 170 (BMI=27)
RNY: 09-17-08 Dr. Garth Davis
brachioplasty: 12-18-09 Dr. Wainwright; lbl/bl: 06-28-11 Dr. LoMonaco
"May your choices reflect your hopes and not your fears."
on 8/3/18 10:51 am - Amarillo, TX
I so relate to your post. Not wanting to wake up was a big one for me.
hugs to you!
Mel