I can't believe I thought that
on 1/18/18 9:01 am
The other day I was looking around the kitchen for something to eat. I wasn't hungry and I had eaten only an hour before. I saw the chicken meatballs in the fridge and thought "no, if I eat those than I will be full quickly and won't be able to keep eating" and I kept looking for something else.
Then I realized....WHAT THE F**K AM I DOING! OF COURSE I NEED TO EAT THE DENSE PROTEIN IF I'M GOING TO EAT. And I ate the meatballs.
I've been off plan pretty badly lately, mostly eating too many nuts, protein bars, and even sweet potato. I was planning on starting a CAMAW week today but haven't pulled my head out of the almond butter jar long enough to make some meat.
Ugh, I know that thinking so well!!
The awesome thing is that you're hearing it and recognizing it. I do too, but struggle to "win" the debate all the time. Thankfully, I haven't regained. But I'm definitely searching for how to cement in all of my new habits even without the physical discomfort when I stray.
*hugs*
Good job at RECOGNIZING the behavior and redirecting it with willpower and knowledge!
I think that's what's going to get me through the long haul, anyway. Thanks for sharing!
Amanda 12/2016 HW: 393 11/2017 Consult: 378 12/2018 SW: 350
2/2018: 309 3/6/2018: Broke a barrier! 297 4/2018: 286 5/2018: 279
Pre-op: -28 M1: -25 M2: -16 M3: -12 M4: -11 M5: -7
Short-term Goal: 250 by August 15th!